#tversary

[deadpoolsbottombitch]

Ignoring that last sad post, today was Star Wars Day, and the 5th anniversary of me going on t for the first time!!! Really hoping i'll be able to get back on before too long 😭

[kayden-skylars-transition]

Yesterday (4/27/2020) I hit 5 years on testosterone.

I was convinced I wouldn't make it this far. I told my exes repeatedly I'd never get testosterone or top surgery like I wanted. They would always tell me to be patient. It caused us a lot of issues and even made things increasingly more unhealthy as time went on. Eventually after losing enough people I came to this conclusion that if I stay single and work on myself, my life will only continue to get better and I will find that my life will thank me in many ways.

And although depression will keep trying to pull me down I know I'm determined enough that I won't let it. Both Sidney and Sami pointed out at the end of our relationships how narcissistic I was. I gained new perspectives and knowledge about how to handle my issues. I ran from medications for my mental health for nearly a decade because I have seen what the wrong medications and the wrong dosages can do to a person, and it scared me. Eventually I decided I was going to avoid basking in my own mental health issues because I had seen enough of what it was doing to the people I loved.

I chose transitioning over suicide everyday and attempted to find ways to love myself so I could keep on growing. I'm growing stronger each day. I can only thank myself and friends and family. I know life gets better all the time.

[m99darkdefender]

It's been 6 years, since I started hormone replacement therapy (HRT). Up until my hysterectomy (July 2017), I went from a weekly shot that added up to about 280 self-injection shots to that date. After having my hysterectomy last year, I now have my shot bi-weekly and that adds up to 15. (This may change, since I need lab work done to see if it's working for me) It's nice not having to do a weekly shot nowadays. #personalposts #transitionmiles #VitaminT #tversary

[lukestylest]

Tomorrow marks my 2years on t-versary. Just a quick comparison of today and pre-t. #ftm #f2m #trans #2yearsont #testosterone #anniversary #tversary

[pencil-holes]

Holy moly. It has been a whole year of stabbing myself with a needle. Thank you so much to everyone who has supported me this past year from my extreme and constant mood swings to my forgetfulness and missing my shots 😂. It’s been one hell of a year, cheers. 🎉 🏳️‍🌈😄👌🏼💉 #1yearont #testosterone #transgender #boythday #tversary (at Edmonton, Alberta)

[now-is-not-the-right-time-blog]

My Prince, Today is your 10 month T-versary. Its also 5 months since we met. All I want to do is text you and wish you happy on these two things. You texted me yesterday to check on me and it left me craving more contact. I do understand though. In 5 months you have made my life so much brighter honestly. You've filled it with love and laughter and we have bad times bimut for good reasons. You once told me that I "light up your fucking world" and I am desperate to get back to that. You are the sun in my sky and I am your moon. I shine brighter for your existence. Someday I hope to bring that back to you. I love you. Love, Charlie

[kayden-skylars-transition]

Today (4/27/16) is my one year on testosterone! I’ll post updates with pictures and such later.

[potato-puns]

Officially one year on testosterone!! :D