Probably notices them during or after surfing because yes he takes all his loved ones surfing with him at least once, it's his subconcious way of saying 'we're close now, i trust you, i want you to have fun.'
His senses are sharpest when he's on or near the board and he probably sees them and waits a few minutes to process before confrotibg you.
Not very educated on the subject but knows that he should watch his mouth and give you space so if you lie and just go 'oh it's the cat' or 'nothing' than he'll most likely let it go
Will act overbearing if he notices that you're not doing too well from that point forward, he's just trying to make sure you know you're not alone and that you don't have to resort to those things but it might seem like he's smothering you.
Dooma:
"That's fuckin' stupid y'know that right?"
Not the soft sort of guy, he cares very deep down but coming to the top it might sound like he's an asshole. He's trying to tell you it's immature and stupid there are better ways to handle this, he knows.
He knows better than most people that that isn't how it goes but he'll try anyways in his own crude ways, too attached to the tough guy rep to be tender and too triggered and wired up about it to drop it.
Will get you fruit though, that's still pretty nice and will tell you he's up to pratice or whatever it is you do to get the rush off togeather just so you know he's there.
Will show you his own scars to really drive home the point that this stuff lasts it'll give you relief for a second and then stay with you forever, whatever made you feel like this will tail you for the rest of your life, tell it to anyone though and they'll never find your body.
Ja Nein:
"You got anyzhing to clean zhat with?"
He's actually quite surprised to find somone like him, not the same but close enough y'know. Accepting but a bit clinicall at times.
Likes to compare scars he has thesse doubel cig snuffs on his arms he'll compare to yours will note down diffrences in sizes, shapes, colors etc. also has a bottle of cheap concealer if you should ever need it. Will offer to wrestle as a substitute.
Will swipe a few rolls of bandages and a bottle of wound cleanser out the med cabinet for you, will also cover for you if Colonel or the others get sus, he's turkish he's seen first hand just how...judgemental people can be amd what that leads to.
Dosen't really understand why people go to doctors for these sorta things he did and it didn't so shit, addictions begin and end with you but if you confide in him that you wanna try he won't say anything.
Klaus:
"Why would jou do that?"
Geniuenly dosen't understand but dosen't really want you to explain either, the idea itself is terrifying and foreign to him, he'll just stare at them for a while if you let him trying to wrap his head around the concept.
His preception of you and the way he acts might change a bit due to this because he really just can't fathom that you were doing that the whole time it's a little annoying but give him time he'll get over it.
Will keep it discreet with his life if he must, you can be sure it's never ever getting through to anyone especially his teammates or the press, he's so tight-lipped about it he won't even mention it to you even though his head is buzzing with questions.
Hates the similarities with this and some of his own behaviors he'll tell you about it in a moment of weakness, might even give you a secret of his to even things out.
A.N:y'all wanna guess why the hiatus was so long lol
Hey kids, just to let you know, a year and two months ago I made my last cut and since then life hasn't been perfect, far from it, I still have bad days, I still have days when all I want is the blade to bite into my skin. But I'm still making progress, I'm still moving forward and each day I wake up I feel more and more like I can win this battle even though I'm not entirely sure what that means. Recovery is a process, it's not easy, you are not a failure or worthless or weak for wanting to harm yourself, it's a normal part of recovering from any sort of addiction. Relapses happen and that's okay, it doesn't make your progress any less valuable. I am so very proud of you whether it's been two days or two years. You are amazing and strong and I believe in you and I love you. It's gonna be okay.
