#tw sort of

[matchasthoughts]

Helping

I care

Even if I don't know you

I care

Maybe we have never talked

Maybe you are just a box on a screen

But I care about you

And when you hurt

It makes me hurt

I always try to reach out

Ask if you are ok

I hope you will respond

Maybe let me talk to you

Because I want to help

Because i don't want you to hurt

Because I know how it feels

For everything to go wrong

To feel stuck in a hole that you can't climb out of

But you can

And I want to help you do it

Please just let me

I don't want to pressure you

But I want you to be happy

And safe

When you are hurting I get scared

And I always try my hardest to help

But sometimes I feel like whatever I'm doing

Is never enough

But I dont want you to hurt

So if you're ok with it

I want to help you

Please let me try

To help you

[audhdsam]

its hating myself for being ace hours

[spamsbynancy]

tw: vent, mentions of dieting, mention of death

we have a past to bury, anya

the guilt consumes me once more

i know i am the problem

these days the guilt is stronger, and i don’t know why. the therapist says it’s not my fault, but it is. i should have known.

i cry at the most trivial things

i’m on a diet again

i shake my head and tell everyone not to ask

i think i’ll die of shame

[spamsbynancy]

i want to scream my lungs out

[deathdab4cutie]

i want to stare at the sky and lie in the snow until i forget i exist

[sigh-ok]