Tomorrow 7th April 2021 will be one year since my Dad died. I don’t know what to feel about this. Even though it’s been a whole year it still seems surreal to me that I’m never going to see him again, talk to him. I had so much in common with him that I could info-dump on him about any historical topic and he wouldn’t get bored nor would it go over his head, he’d understand and engage with me. There’s so much I want to say to him still and living with the knowledge I never got to hurts and that’s a pain that won’t go away.












