Help, I Accidentally Started Caring About All These Broken People (and Also Michonne Is So Fine)!!!
I FINALLY MET MICHONNE! and she is everything I expected her to be and like⦠10 TIMES BETTER THAN THAT. I LIVE!!! ššš¤š¤š¤
BODY COFFEE CAUSE TEA ISNāT STRONG ENOUGH!!!!
I have no other choice but to stan. Seriously contemplating changing my username to "Michonne's abs" or "Michonne's-bootlicker" or something because I am unwell.
Also⦠not me catching Rick checking out Michonne in literally every scene theyāre in together š, he's just like me FR šš
Live pic of me and Rick catching each other staring at Michonneās ass every time she walks into frame:
I am SO violently jealous of the Richonne shippers who were here from DAY āØONEāØ. Like yāall saw the vision so early, did you astral project into the writersā room?? Are you psychic?? PLEASE drop the lottery numbers. PLEASE. Iām BEGGING. š
You clocked the soulmate energy and the big "fuck me" eyes Rick was giving Michonne from their first meeting, the sexual tension, the chemistry long before the rest of the fandom even noticed, and you held your ground against the racist, toxic cesspool that was 2012 stan culture. Yāall were in the trenches, fighting for your lives, and still came out on top.
COME GET YOUR BADDIE CHAINS šš¤š¤š¤ IKTR!!!
Honestly, I wish I had been there with you. I wouldāve been in every TWD YouTube comment section, subreddit, and Facebook group, guns blazing like:
āRICHONNE IN FIVE OR I BURN THIS WHOLE FRANCHISE TO THE GROUND.ā
And when they finally got together?? I KNOW some of yāall levitated. I KNOW you ascended. The spiritual VINDICATION you mustāve felt?? The SMUGNESS??? Went to bed that day like
AND AM I THE ONLY ONE who clocked Rickās tiny little flicker of disappointment when Merle was all, āMichonne and Andrea was all cuddled up during the winteršā and lowkey hinted there was something there?? And then like TWO episodes later, Michonne casually drops the āI talk to my dead boyfriend sometimesā line and Rick lights up like a damn Christmas tree šš Like sir⦠was that RELIEF I detected?? Was he thinking, āoh wait... I might actually have a shotā??? Bc SAME, hot boy Rick, same!!! I see you!!! I am onto you, cowboy!!! š«µš¾š¤
Anyway, Michonne is bi in this house. Thatās a personal headcanon argue with yo mama!
Now SPEAKING of chances⦠Andrea. Girl. You had like. So many. TOO MANY. And what did you do?? You had a whole opportunity to send the Governor to hell's ashy gates, and you FUMBLED. For WHAT?? Just for him to absolutely humiliate you during the negotiation talks later like it was his full-time job?? I got violent secondhand embarrassment from that whole scene. Like girl... GRIMY, EYEPATCHED, CULT LEADER vs. MICHONNE??? HOT GIRL SURVIVOR WHO KEPT YOU ALIVE IN THE WILDERNESS FOR 8 MONTHS STRAIGHT???
I'm sorry but if a stunning sword-wielding woman took care of me while I was fever-dreaming in the woods for nearly a year, the moment I recovered Iād be like, āYes maāam š© what do you need? Firewood? Fresh water? A new life in the woods where we live off berries and trauma bonding? Say less, Iām on it.ā Like literally Iād be her emotional support simp.
Some of yāall donāt know how to recognize divine favor when itās handed to you on a plate and thatās why Andrea got what she got. š¤·āāļø
Also, me realizing a ton of TikTok sounds come from TWD and Iāve just been unknowingly quoting them for years??? Every time I hear one, Iām like:
And then I rewatch the scene like 50 times just to laugh again šš
Anyways...Now for the trauma portion of this postā¦
Ok down to business, Iāve finished Season 3 and Iām five episodes from the end of Season 4 and I have a lot of things to say about some people so, buckle up and as usual ā ļøspoilers ahead ā ļø:
First of all, I Canāt Stand Behind Carolās Choice During the Flu Outbreak
I've been turning this over in my head since it happened, and here it is:
Carol was wrong. Killing Karen and David wasnāt brave. It wasnāt tactical. It wasnāt necessary. It was fear disguised as leadership.
And ultimately, it was pointless.
Why? because the virus still spread, people still died and the group was only saved because of Hershelās compassion, Daryl, Tyresse and Michonneās courage, and the strength of the sick fighting to live. (Notice how I didn't mention Bob? yeah fuck him)
Karen and David were already quarantined. Hershel later used that same strategy, but with empathy. He risked his life to comfort the infected, not kill them. And it worked.
Carol didnāt even try. She didnāt warn them. Didnāt comfort them. Didnāt talk to Rick. She just⦠decided their lives werenāt worth the risk. Thatās cold-blooded.
And the question I keep asking myself:
If it had been Carl or Daryl who got sick⦠would she have done the same thing? I THINK NOT! She didnāt see Karen and David as her people.
But Hershel did...And that's the problem.
Hershel pookie bear šš, He was the heart of the prison group. While others were spiraling, shutting down, or making fear-based decisions (looking at you Carol), Hershel walked straight into the fire.
He chose to enter the infected cell block, not because anyone made him, but because no one else would.
He didnāt kill the sick to stop the spread and He didnāt run from them.
He sat with them, held their hands and prayed over them, He tried to heal them, even knowing he could die.
āYou step outside; you risk your life. You take a drink of water; you risk your life. And now you breathe, and you risk your life. Every moment now... you donāt have a choice. The only thing you can choose is what you're risking it for.ā
That quote hit me like a train. Because Hershel didnāt just say that he lived it. Carol acted in secret, Hershel led by example, Carol chose fear, Hershel chose compassion. Thats why his death hit me hard
He was good, in a world that desperately needed good people.
And I think the Governor's scene added the missing piece that tied it all together:
The moment where the Governor captures Michonne and Hershel, and Hershel, in pure Hershel fashion, tries to appeal to his humanity:
āIf you understand what itās like to have a daughter⦠then how can you threaten to kill someone elseās?ā
And the Governor just⦠looks at him and says:
āBecause they are not mine.ā
And in that moment, I swear, everything from Seasons 1ā4 snapped into focus.
Thatās the whole thesis of the show so far.
Because thatās the answer we keep getting to the moral questions Dale, Hershel, and even I have been asking since day one: In a world where the outside threat are the walkers/zombies, why do humans fight among each other? Why donāt we help each other survive? Why do people steal, kill, betray, or destroy instead of cooperating?
The answer is always the same:
āBecause they are not mine.ā
Not my family. Not my responsibility. Not my people.
That mindset, the tribalism, the conditional empathy, the āus vs. themā logic, thatās the real apocalypse. Not the walkers, not the virus.
Itās the loss of humanity. Thatās why Carol and Shane felt so comfortable killing Karen, David, and Otis, because they didnāt see them as their people. Their lives were treated as expendable.
Dale warned us. Hershel lived it. Rick is struggling with it.
And men like the Governor, carol and Shane? Theyāve fully embraced it.
Secondly, the mirroring between Michonne and Carl
The destruction of the prison scatters the group, and emotionally, it breaks them too. In Season 4, Episode 9 (āAfterā), we follow two characters in parallel: Michonne and Carl. Each is isolated, traumatized, and trying to figure out who they are without the group, but they move in opposite emotional directions.
When Michonne cuts the arms and jaws off two walkers and ties them up, sheās going back to what kept her alive before she met the prison group: camouflage, silence and detachment. The world has fallen apart again, and her response is to revert: to survive alone.
But somethingās different this time, the walker herd becomes a mirror.
As she walks among them, the camera slows down. Sheās not just hiding, sheās studying them. Observing. Is she one of them now?
They're dead. Silent. Numb. And so is she, emotionally.
Sheās lost her found family. Sheās alone again. Sheās not living, just drifting.
And worst of all? It feels too comfortable. The flashback confirms what I suspected, her first walker āpetsā were her boyfriend and his friend. What starts as a peaceful domestic scene slowly decays into horror: theyāre armed, unstable, and already becoming monsters in her memory.
Itās her mind processing grief, guilt, and trauma. She turned people she loved into tools for survival. Now sheās doing it again.
When she snaps and kills the walkers, even the ones she chained up itās more than a survival choice.
Itās symbolic. Itās a rejection.
āIām done walking with the dead. I want to find the living again.ā
Sheās choosing life over numbness. Choosing emotion over detachment. This to me is an episode were a lot of characters come to realize a lot of important things. I find it so fitting that her scene parallels Carl's:
All through season 3 and even season 4, Carl has been battling with what doing the "right thing" meant.
After the prison falls, heās furious. Not just because of the death of Judith or Hershel (RIP) but because heās finally seeing his fatherās limits.
He berates Rick, āI donāt need you anymore.ā Tries to survive alone, kills walkers and then self-soothes by eating pudding... after nearly dyeing, twice.
Heās trying to prove heās an adult, but when Rick appears to be turning into a walker, Carl canāt pull the trigger.
Thatās the breaking point: He realizes he canāt be cold and detached like Shane. He does need his father. He wants to survive, but not at the cost of his humanity.
Hereās the genius of this episode:
Michonne is opening back up. Sheās saying, āI want to feel again.ā
Carl is shutting down. Heās saying, āFeelings are dangerous.ā
Theyāre on the same emotional path but headed in opposite directions. And thatās what makes their reunion at the end so powerful.
Itās not just āYay, we found each other š.ā Itās: āWe need each other to stay human š„¹š„¹.ā
Carlās emotional arc echoes Shaneās influence. He believes if Rick had just killed the Governor when he had the chance, none of this wouldāve happened. Itās a black-and-white view; the kind Shane would have approved of:
āMercy is weakness. Morality gets people killed.ā
But the show keeps challenging that idea. Yes, Rick showed mercy, but was that wrong? Or was it a refusal to abandon civilization completely?
Carl isnāt ready to grapple with moral nuance, not really. Heās still a kid, after all. A kid who deeply loves and respects his father, but is being forced to confront death, violence, and impossible choices at an age when he should be learning algebra and playing videogames, not battlefield ethics.
Most of the talking points he clings to in Seasons 3 and 4 are just words he parrots from Rick and Shane. Carl wants so badly to prove heās mature, that heās strong enough to carry the same burden Rick does. But the truth is⦠he canāt. Not yet.
āShouldāve shot himā isnāt a thoughtful moral stance, itās emotional shorthand. A way to avoid the complicated grief of what might have been. That kind of black-and-white thinking is exactly what a grieving child would cling to, because it feels safer than facing the gray.
Iām honestly so curious to see how the other character arcs unfold, and whether more of them mirror or invert each other the way Michonne and Carlās do.
I obviously have other thoughts about other people, but this is getting too long so I will end with Rick.
Thatās a whole other beast I havenāt even begun to fully unpack. But itās clear heās going through a metamorphosis. You can feel it building all season, from officer friendly to farmer Rick to⦠whatever comes next.
When he wakes up from this "deep slumber"⦠I wonder what kind of man heāll be. One thingās for sure though, he and Michonne are still gonna be hot as hell. ššš¤š¤š¤