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[whattabuck]

and he says

he doesn't

know what

to do and I

suggest he just

give up on me

and he says

that's not

an option.

xx

[whattabuck]

I see the hurt

I see the mark

I see the signs

there's nothing I can do

there's a time he'll say "I love you"

there's a time you'll say "I love you" back.

xx

[whattabuck]

at first I didn't really know x was

although I was sure he knew that I was

but gradually we both knew

and we knew.

xx

[whattabuck]

the question

he asks is

why are you

so cold?

and I say

why are you

so warm?

and he's

holding me

close

and he says

I just am

xx

[whattabuck]

you care

too much --

don't you know

I'm bound

to leave

you?

xx

[whattabuck]

back before I thought of friendship in terms of love,

I would've never said we loved each other. and now

that I think of friendship in terms of love,

I'm still not sure.

xx

[whattabuck]

I feel

like the

shadow

behind the

shades

xx

[whattabuck]

I don't know

what

to do

i don't

know whether

to take

to hold

to stay

to walk away

and I think

that is it --

that is

everything

xx