BOTH MEN BURIED IN YOU??? FOLLOW AND NIREI?!?!?! TELL ME THE OMEGAVERSE THOUGHTSSSSSSS
Crying tbh I don't have anything solid for gachi omegaverse things yet. The fun from that is gonna be coming from actually formulating them teehee. Figuring out assignments and dynamics n tingz hehe. I do have a few thoughts but imma save em for when they're a bit more fleshed out uwu.
In the meantime tho I offer you ✨️ this ✨️ so you can get a feel for regular gachi au tingz in my world uwu. I did tag u in the original chara intro post, but I know you've been busy and going through some stuff :3.
As for omegaverse twyrei stuff tho, which i know you know more about...
I was thinkin about him markin me 👉🏾👈🏾. (<- Twyla from later here. It started here in my mind but it became a whole thing actually once I started writing jekdjdkjddj)
Not like the actual bond mark, but before that.
Forever thanking Kail for the possessive Nirei agenda cus AUGH
My thoughts are of when Akihiko still hasn't presented. And how (due to my unique condition as a gamma) we do become intimate of course, but it still takes me a while to feel comfortable letting him in/doing so while on my "period."
I worry I'll scare him, or hurt him, or digust him. I won't be the me he knows and loves very often during that time and the concept of being perceived any other way by him has my anxiety shooting through the roof.
Truly though, I think my worst fear hiding deep beneath all of those, would be me mindlessly committing what I would consider to be the ultimate betrayal. Begging my love for something he doesn’t have (at this time). A knot.
The absolute LAST THING I want to do is make him feel like he is not enough for me, or like I’m not truly his until he can claim me somehow. The thought makes me ill.
I was his and he was mine after our first time together!! 🥺🥺🥺
And to break his heart by insinuating otherwise in the throes of whatever the fuck my body is doing would shatter me later.
Nirei, being the sweet bean he is, really looks forward to getting to be with me, to love me, to support me during a period one day. He’s always excited to learn more of me and about me. It’s his nature. So we end up talking at length about it and my reservations. Many times. And he also wholeheartedly reassures me. Many times. ‘I know you love me, Twy. It’ll be okay.’
And I notice in general after we started having these conversations that he wants to be close to me more. That he kisses me more; especially in his favorite spot, my shoulder. That he somehow looks at me like his eyes are screaming ‘I love you!’ louder than usual and how it makes me wanna cry.
He just seems so prepared and I… I know I can’t keep these things, keep myself, from him forever. And I do plan to spend forever with him… So…
When the symptoms of my next period start to reveal themselves, I let him know. And as scared as I am, I ask him to join me, this time.
The first day is relatively normal as it’s still beginning to kick in. I’m just a lot more clingy n cuddly. Not that he minds at all.
The next day is when it begins. My body is a lot hotter. My pupils are dilated. My breathing is a bit harder. I am lowkey all over him, but not initiating anything. All of this seems normal for what he would expect; the not initiating maybe a little off but understandable with my nervousness. As I get further into this heat day I become more desperate and needy and the only thing I desire is for him to be deep inside me. He can very much tell I am enjoying/finding relief in him dicking me down the way he does as I cling to him like a lifeline. But what is getting him is that I’m eerily quiet…
Yes, I’m moaning and whimpering and occasionally whining his name, but otherwise I am just looking at him. Normally we tend to talk to each other during sex, but I’m not particularly receptive during this time, mostly nodding and moaning in response to him. And eventually it hits him.
I’m not letting myself speak because I’m scared of what I’ll say.
And when he realizes this he stops the bruising pace that’s been making me cream.
When his drilling becomes a slow, deep grind, I wince as if begging him ‘why did you stop?’, trying to buck my hips to no avail as he holds me firmly still with one hand. I squeeze my legs around him, desperate for it, but still he does not set that pace again as he just looks at me. I start to get hot in the face and teary, making little gasps. I don’t have the bandwidth to read him, to tell that’s he’s thinking about something as he looks at me. All I can focus on is that he isn’t smacking my cervix right now and I need it.
In Nirei’s mind, he is coming to the conclusion that my body is finding relief, but I am still not comfortable. And ultimately his job is to make it so I feel safe and comfortable right now, and whenever we are intimate. As he is looking at me, languidly pushing in and out, watching me slowly begin to crack and fall apart, he thinks he knows how to get me come out of my shell, what will start me allowing myself to fully fall into and trust him. Not that he would know for sure, but something in him tells him this is what he should do.
The word he says next, posed somewhat like a question as he’s never really done this before, is more for my own reassurance than his.
And it’s like the burning in me stops for a moment. A dam breaks and the tears fully start flowing. Somehow his languid strokes start feeling so much more powerful to me, they take my breath away. And then I start sobbing as I reach up to hold both of his cheeks.
“Yours Akihiko… A-All yours. Only y-yours!”
He presses a kiss to my trembling lips before coming closer so all parts of us are touching. He interlocks his fingers with mine as he keeps this languid pace but starts bucking a little harder, making me cry out and sob.
“I know baby, I know. I’ve got you okay? I’m right here.”
“Y-You… hold me… You… c-catch me…” my voice breaks with the next part, tears leaking nonstop so I barely see him through my lashes, “Y-You… love… me…”
“I love you so much Twyla. I’m not leaving okay? I’ll take care of you. Because you matter to me. And because you’re mine.”
In essence, on this heat day, he focused on showing me that my needs and urges wouldn’t change me and how much I love him. That he already trusted me with his heart and that I could/should trust myself with his heart too. No matter what. Lots of crying and trembling orgasms for me. Lots of kissing. Lots of loving murmurs.
The following day is a rut day. And on that day his focus is on encouraging me to take what I want. On reminding me I won’t break him in the process. And that despite my hungry, more sexually aggressive state I am still me. I am still the most beautiful woman he’s ever seen who loves him like no one else has. Hehe and letting it be known he enjoys every second of me chasing satiation using his body. His heart still beats for me all the same. I don’t do much crying from my eyes this day. But the kitty most certainly does some egregious weeping all over him. By the end of it all I am feeling my own heartbeat pulsing between my legs.
The third day I am completely myself. Just snail trailing everywhere literally. I am a little emotional remembering bits and pieces of the first two days and in Akihiko’s lap nonstop because of it. A lot of the sex on this day is us working together. The reverence goes both ways. We are truly making love <3. And on this day, when we start the switch from lap sex to me being on my back, he asks me if he can try something.
This is when he gets really into marking me up. He may not be able to knot or bond me. But that doesn’t mean he can’t bite me to his hearts content, taking pleasure in knowing what his teeth leave behind will be the only marks I ever bear. That maybe he doesn’t have much of a scent if any, but that his claim is still all over my body and I’ll certainly know it and wear them proudly (though they will still be covered with clothes). He leaves bites n bite marks on my tits, my hip, my tummy, my inner thighs, my shoulder, my back, my collarbones. Gives a little nibble to my clit, mostly sucks n leaves some hickies on my neck. Gawd it’s so hawt… he best know I’m squirting all over him for it. Day one was reassuring ME that he knows i’m his. This time is about reassuring himself of that. And I am happy to oblige~
And though the cycle may not be following this exact order in the following days, it continues anew, a random assortment of days, until the period ends :3
And Nirei is very much welcomed and wanted for future periods <33333333
