#uh sure

[rotten-starr]

has this been done yet 💀

[mythrite]

why does sleep token put their drummer in a cave? Does he bite people or something

they have to contain his epic drumming energy

it looks cool

he would get bitten because of his slutty waist (other people's words, not mine (not saying they are wrong. look at that.))

4. there's also the tattoo craze after the paint around his hips rubbed off (ask a ii enthusiast. they were not fine after that day)

5. he would get annoyed by the rest of the band instead (he probably doesn't actually mind)

6. a fanonical yapper. they have to contain his yapping.

[dizzybizz]

ok i need someone elses (especially- but not exclusively- other afab autistics, cis or trans) thoughts on this shit cause im losing my goddamn mind i just have so many feelings about gender and its fucking me up

ok so.

ive always sorta felt disconnected with my gender and i dont think me being autistic helps with it either. what with trying to pinpoint feelings and all that being hard. and it has i guess planted a lot of doubt surrounding my thoughts and feelings about my own gender in my mind. i question if everything im feeling is just bc im autistic. which is why im making this post!! i just need some outside perspectives and thoughts and i guess i want to know that im probably not alone in my struggles with this.

idk how i wanna structure this post but ill just write down the things that come to mind.

like before i hit puberty i was not into the idea of it at all. and before i had considered the fact that i might be trans, i thought it was just because i didnt like the thought of change. and i think thats normal, being hesitant about puberty.

BUT uhm. now im not religious. but i vividly remember praying to god that i would at least be as late a bloomer as possible. if not, never ever going through afab puberty. and i always felt more inclined towards amab puberty, and i thought it was a MUCH better deal than whatever afab puberty was going to do with me.

and i feel really silly writing this cause that does not sound like something a normal cis girl would do or think... and i feel quite confident in me being not cis. but i guess this is just a post to seek some validation in my suspicion and feelings. but i also want to know if it is an experience others share.

my gender thoughts as i call them have been particularly prevelant since 2019, thats when i think i first started contemplating whether i might just actually be trans. at that time i believe it was more towards the non binary, but nowadays its ftm

and i just idk. im kinda lost and lonely here, i havent talked about with any family members which are the people i spend most of my time with currently. i wanted to get the perspective of people who are also autistic and might relate to the gender feelings and yeah

and ok no sorry, jumping back, cause its always at its worst before and during shark week (like right now :)) and that has also thrown me off quite badly

cause what if its just pms, or just some kinda hormone imbalance or some shit like that. am i crazy cause sometimes i feel like im driving myself mad with this stuff. is it common to have really intense thoughts about gender anytime your period is about to kick in.

also growing up with a younger brother (who also has a whole ass army of guy friends) when you have these thoughts is fucked up ngl who allowed this. youre telling me he gets to just get that puberty for free. fucking hell wtf

sorry i lost it pls just idk tell me your thoughts wherever, replies, i think im turning off reblogs for this but, my inbox or dms anything ok thanks so much, means the world

[mondscheinprinzessin]

Listening to HU’s new album in the morning is dancing with your cup of coffee in hand to a party song before 10 am.

[thatdamnokie]

[oracleofthehoneycomb]

Who, on this god forsaken earth, is just eating straight butter in a spiral??

[grinchwrapsupreme]

[nandysparadox]

Uh some things that happened today

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English class

Teacher, handing the corrected paper without a name in it: Hi Mr ghost, where's the FREAKING name

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Teacher: Ananda what's the letter d?

Me: Makin-

My classmates: MAKING A RESERVATION

Me: WOW THANK YOU

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Teacher: Do you know what cordless means?

Me, immediately: SEM FIO

Teacher: Thanks Google translate

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Let me set up the scenario, we're playing a game where we sit in a circle, and someone says a sentence, if it applies to you, you have to change seats, who ends up without a chair needs to say the next sentence

Person who is supposed to say the sentence:My crush is beautiful

Me: *takes a second to think if I should lie about having a crush*

Literally EVERYONE:*gets up to change seats*

Me, thinking:well screw it *also change seats*

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Drawing class

Teacher: Ananda is very wise and intelligent person who knows that cellphones aren't just for playing games and watching Netflix

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