Just Like dad part 14
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“ Daddy “ Mason yelled as he ran backstage into the dressing room where the boys where hanging around backstage. “ Hey Mas “ Michael smiled pulling the four year old onto his lap and pulling him close. “ How was the flight ?” he asked more to you then to Mason. “ tiring , i think he's about ready for a nap but i thought i would bring him in to see you before i put him to bed “ you sighed a bit tired yourself. “I missed you bud “ Michael smiled giving Mason a quick squeeze “ and you of course “ “ i missed you too “ you replied leaning down to give him a quick peck on the lips. “eww “ Mason squirmed as your lips made contact “ righto thats enough from you little man time for bed “ you laughed picking him up from his position on Michaels lap. “ noooo” Mason moaned in response. “ you have a day off tomorrow don't you ?” you asked just before you left the room “ yeah “ Michael grinned with heavy eyes. He was exhausted, dark circles framed underneath his eyes. “cool cause i have a doctors appointment tomorrow at a clinic that i would like you to be at “ “ i cant make it sorry , The boys and i are going to a beer tasting “ he responded “ oh , so beer is more important then your baby” you spat disappointed “ its not like that and you know it ! i already had plans with the boys “ Michael defended “ Mike , go to the appointment we don't mind” Calum tried to help but he was too late you and Michael were both fired up and ready to fight. “ you spend your whole life with these boys cant you take one hour away to do something for me and your baby ?” you yelled “ yeah well i didn't ask for this “ his voice roared. As soon as he said it you could tell he regretted it. “ no and i did ?. Im twenty two Michael ! I didn't plan on having two children at this age. but you have to remember i didn't make this baby all on my own you had a part to play as well. “ you responded in a calmer voice then before. “ (Y/n)” he whispered “save it Michael , if your not ready to be a father i need to know now i don't need you doing a runner in six months “ you spat leaving the room with Mason who was staying very quiet. After making your way back to the tour bus you began to get Mason ready for bed dressing him in his batman pjs. “(Y/n) “ you herd a voice knock on the tour bus door. “ yeah come in “ you sighed as Ashton popped his head around the corner. “ hey just came to make sure your alright “ he smiled “ yeah I'm fine “ you returned his smile “ thanks Ash” “ no problem , you know he didn't mean it “ “ yeah i know he was mad and it was a heat of the moment thing “ you replied “ i shouldn't have said what i did either it wasn't fair” “ he's just been really stressed lately thats why we thought this beer thing would be a good thing for him to unwind. He really loves you (Y/n)” “ yeah and i shouldn't have yelled at him , i want him to go and have a good time “ you sighed “ where is he now ?” “ he's with Calum , He lost it after you left “ Ashton replied quietly “ can you tell him that i want him to go with you guys tomorrow and that I'm sorry ill talk to him later i just have to put Mason down” ‘ “ yeah no problem “ Ash smiled puling you into a quick hug. “ night night Mas “ he spoke as he walked towards the tour bus door. “night uncle Ash”.
Jet lag was kept Mason up so you he was currently sprawled across your lap at the back of the tour bus watching Cars. “Mum” he mumbled “ yeah Mas” “ is dad going to leave us ?” he questioned “ no no buddy dads not going to leave “ you reassured him running your fingers through his dark blonde hair.“okay “ he whispered snuggling back down in silence. Soon quiet hushed snores and the music from the tv became the only sounds audible. In just over four months it was no longer going to be just you and Mas anymore and that scared you. You had grown accustomed to your little family and now you were adding another member. Having two children was going to be a lot harder then just one. Where you really ready for another kid ? “(Y/N) can we talk?” Michael spoke puling you from your thoughts. “ yeah just let me put this guy to bed “ you replied beginning to move the sleeping child who rested in your lap. “ I've got him “ Michael offered lifting Mason off your lap. “ thanks “ you smiled as he carried Mason back to the bunk he was used to sleeping in. You watched as Michael gently lowered the sleeping boy in to the bunk and pulled the covers over him tucking him in. “ Daddy?” Mason yawned “yeah bud Dads here , I've got you “ Michael reassured the little boy. “Daddy are you…” Mason was cut off by a yawn. “shush shush get some sleep little man well talk tomorrow “ “okay” Mason yawned closing his eyes Michael silently made his way to the back of the bus.” i don't want to fight “ you spoke so quietly he could only just hear you. “I know “ “but this isn't working “ “i know” “ I thought we could do this. But who are we kidding ? pretending like everything is okay when its not “ Michael stayed silent “ are you going to say anything ?” you groaned in frustration “ What do you want me to say ? That your right this isn't working ? That I'm already failing at being a father and my child isn't even born?! ” “ Anything , literally anything ! I want you to fight me “ “ why ?“ he looked defeated “ because i want to know you still care about us ! about me” “ don't “ he whispered “ Don't what ? Michael “ “ Don't you ever think i don't love you ! Cause i do “ he yelled back “ i do “ he repeated himself in a quieter tone. Running your fingers through your hair and tugging on the roots you wanted to scream in frustration. What were you doing fighting with Michael ? He wasn't Adam. “ Im sorry “ you cried breaking down “ I'm so sorry “ “ hey hey “ Michael rushed to your side pulling you into a comforting hug “ please don't cry” “ I'm sorry it's my fault , I keep comparing you to Adam “ “ Im not him (Y/n) never have and never will be “ “I know and i need to trust you more” you sobbed into his chest inhaling his warm sent. “ Go tomorrow “ smiled breaking the silence that had absorbed you “what ?” Michael replied confused “ go to the beer tasting , you need a break so go have fun “ “ No there will be plenty of other beer tasting i can go to but only one chance to find out the sex of our little Clifford in there “ Michael replied kneeling in front of you “ Hey little guy/girl, we get to find out which one of those you are tomorrow. Please ignore what you herd Mummy and Daddy fighting about before. We were both just stressed mostly because of you no offence. But don't worry we’ll have our shit together before you arrive” “ Mikey” You laughed and his silliness “Fuck and our language “ he corrected looking up at you with adoring eyes. “ no , i was going to say i love you” “ Well i love you too babe “ he smiled standing up and pulling you a close to him as possible while snaking his arms around your waist. wrapping your arms around his neck you leaned up and gave him a gentle peck on the lips “ but your language could be sorted too.” You giggled as Michael attacked your mouth with affectionate kisses.











