took a break from my project schedule to make a whumpy duet for these boys <3 in case it wasn't obvious, Dirk is singing about Teddy (his Master/husband/cult leader) and Logan is singing about David (his father/groomer/abuser).
lyrics under the cut!
(Dirk)
Is a key to my gilded cage
still worth it if the lock keeps breaking?
I forgive you
I forsake you
Words burn to nothing
If you die does that mean I'm free?
Or will my body be for the taking?
If you leave me, they will hunt me down
So-
I can't-
Get over you
while you're still over me
Can't stand up for myself
when you've got me on my knees
Can't run away
'cause I'll never be safe
Want to be somewhere new
but I'm stuck here under you
(Logan)
Can't ignore what you've done to me
So why am I justifying
everything you do to me?
It's like I've gone insane
If I change everything you love
How long until you stop trying
to remake me and replace me
with someone else who can't-
GET OVER YOU
'cause they're too fucking weak
Will they be your new wife?
Or will they be FAMILY?
Can't run away
from my own DNA
Try to be someone new
but I'm always UNDER YOU!
[Logan sings "I can't get over you no matter what I do" in the background during Dirk's part]
(Dirk)
Get over it
That's what I tell myself
Try to see this as heaven
when I know it's my own hell
Get over it
That's what I tell myself
How I can be so selfish
to be crying out for help?
(Both)
We can't escape
all the choices we make
but if you keep me under you
(Logan) I'll never be okay!
(Dirk) I know I'll be okay.