#unispired

[outcastmv-archive]

i havent made mb n a while so mutuals rb if u want one i guess

[dis-you]

[numba1-cheater-waluigi]

{ ooc }- Uninspired

Oh bother, I fear it might be occurring again like last year. I am uninspired  which makes it difficult to respond.  I have been logging on here everyday this week taking a look at my drafts hoping to perhaps respond but it just isn’t there. A few of my followers are aware of how notorious I am with changing my character if I feel I am unable to portray them as I would like.  However, I don’t want that to be the case.  I am going to think about it before coming to a final decision. 

I love coming here to escape reality but I just need that spark, I shouldn’t have to work my brain to reply to a roleplay it should just feel natural. Perhaps I might add another character to the mix, I am not quite sure just yet though. 

This my friends is why I haven’t been active or responding to anything. On occasion I respond but mostly to those few that have followed me since my third character change. Take a look at my history:

One Piece/ Mr.3

American McGee’s Alice / Hatter

Adventures in Wonderland/ Hatter

Heart no Kuni no Alice/ Blood Dupre ( Hatter )

Black Butler / Sebastian Michaelis 

Characters I have considered:

Pokémon- Faba

Crash Bandicoot- Pinstripe

[my-ugly-art]

I have literally posted what i have done until now with my sketchbook, and i know, they are all ugly, but hey, i will get better! (i hope) the problem is, i dont know what else to draw, i think i will draw head positions next, or maybe a hand, or maybe add hair to this poor bald man (or girl, i dont know what it is) i dont know

[maria-aguiar511]

A story of uninspiration

So uninspired tonight... But I feel like writing anyway. About anything, just to get my mind off things. What things, though? My head is such a mess, as always, so much going on all the time, a crazy, never-ending process of thought. I could freudiarize this for the fun of it, but then again I don’t like Freud enough to compare my thinking processes to his theory. I oppose the notion of trying to limit the scope of my brain to Freud. In fact, no one ever should. Sorry Sigmund, I just needed a kind of scapegoat tonight. For some reason you were the first thing that popped in my head. If only all this thinking would lead to brilliant ideas, or even achievements. But no. So far, nothing. Just this terribly sad text - sad because it’s about nothing, there’s no context, no story, just an empty page of random thoughts loosely connected in writing. Only because I so terribly needed to write. Sudden as thunder, a physical need of letting it all out takes control of my body, of my mind, and I can’t rest until I find a notebook or anything that allows me to get rid of whatever it is that’s about to explode in my head. All needs to go. In nights like this, though, I don’t even know what it is that needs to leave my brain. I can’t quite put my finger on it; it’s so deep and hidden and far away. But I know it’s there, even if I can’t tell what it is exactly. Like one of those muscles that ache slightly, but constantly, so you can’t stop thinking about it because even if it doesn’t hurt much, it bothers you that you can’t lose it. Sometimes writing makes me see it, even reach it, and hence it helps me deal with whatever the problem or thought is. It doesn’t solve anything, but it helps me hit the breaks and have a rest. I needed just that now. I couldn’t reach it though - could I? Or maybe I know only too well what it is about and can’t accept it because I know it’s wrong. So wrong that, indeed, you can’t even write it down and face it so directly. Hit the breaks. Stop it. Lower it down. Focus on the crazy amount of work you need to do. In the meantime, there are a thousand blank pages waiting for your complaints.  So, this is uninspiration. Sorry about that. I started typing because my brain ordered me to. I had no choice but to comply.

[ho-kami]

I'm not dead...

But I feel uninspired. Like a bored Greek with a lyre. Or bland bassist. Or a tired artist Trying to find His muse. I am not dead No Just Bored...

[press-the-restart-button]

Manchmal brauch man diesen einen Menschen, dem alle deine Probleme egal sind. Der dich so liebt wie du bist und du es auch kannst…

[whathasshedone-blog]

Standing Out

I can't find what makes me stand out from everyone here, on my field of work. Evryone always prefers to go to them, or the feel fl attered to have pictures taken by them but not with me... why? i ask them (models) to work with them and they sometimes even forget! or models ask to work with me and later on stop contactiing me and i don't understand why! they like my pictures but they don't want to pay me.. yet they go to someone else to pay them... why can't they pay me to work :(   and why can't I be as creative as some people i see.. their work, their concepts... i feel so un-inspired ..by so many things. I DON'Twant to have normal shoots i want people to know when a picture is MINE but ...i don't know how :<