July 21, 2017
Things are changing. I’m going through another change. And I’ll go through another and another and endless moments. But I want to make sure I document myself. They say the internet lasts forever so maybe this will. Maybe someone will learn from my mistakes and successes. Even though I spent all day sitting in this office staring that this computer, playing the typing tests to increase my typing abilities, convince myself that I can solve that rubicks cube at some point, and eat less because I want to lose weight. There are somethings I had in mind. First, I think I need to go through some time of self reflection. I need some time to reevaluate what I want and who I am because I can slowly feel like I going through the tides and at this moment. If I’m going to have to take big steps, I have to know where they are going. I need to figure out my feelings about my religion, my sex life, my goals for the future, how I will achieve my dreams, and why I need to. I need to understand again - not that I fully did in the first place, but I want some assurance that I’m getting there. I need to get there.
