Hard to say, Lucy!

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Hard to say, Lucy!
the ebb and flow of doubt About 3 1/2 years ago, I made a conscious decision to stop teaching to start a business.
i'm in too deep
it hasn't matter to you since that eve.
i can't believe the seeth.
but i had a feeling it would be this creak.
even though i don't want my words to grant permanence to the dreary
what shall i believe in?
lurey?
i can't tell. never will be able to.
whether the behavior is a wish-wash attitude.
i'm not looking to persuade someone i am enough.
for the clock tolls itself.
alas, has it struck?
Unsicherheit
“Und ich frage mich: Bin ich ein Falke, ein Sturm oder ein Großer Gesang?”
(Rainer Maria Rilke)
Life...
... is unsure. I make my own luck. I manifest my own situations. I reap what I sow. And still, there are things I can not control. And it is absolutely alright, I do not need to control every aspect of my life. Let there be a moment of surprise. This unsureness makes life exciting.
She's unsure, horrified, and greatly confused by what's happened lately.
My attempt at exploring Melissa’s feelings and thoughts in the aftermath of learning her son’s secret.
(These are only a bit sentimental feelings I have right now^^")
Sometimes after I said or wrote something I wished I hadn't done it. It's mostly in the internet. I know, most people think they could write whatever they want because they are kind of anonymous in the internet.. like no one can see you, sitting infront of your laptop, computer or smartphone... but I just nearly always have the feeling. So I always think things like "Should I answer when I reblogg something" or "should I write this or that.. or better not" . I'm really annoyed of myself and all this unsureness! This is why I created a blog where I can reblog a lot to a topic I absolutley adore. I can write about things I love and hope that people who read it understand me. My biggest fear is always that my opinion could be understand in a wrong way - or everyone would be against me and saying it was wrong. But can an opinion be wrong? I guess if you like somehing you are somehow in in a big - family. Like we all love Takarazuka for example. The thing, that we all love it, means, that we should accept each other, right? Because we all love the same Thing, means we are somehow connected, right? I often forget this.. that I'm part of a big community. What I want to say is that I think everyone's opinion is important even tough it's not my own opinion. So when I accept the world - the world will accept me.
This is why I won't stop reblogging and writing, because I do it with love and in honor of all those Takarasiennes, actresses and community members who make my life a bit brighter every day :)