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ITS OFFICIAL!!!
My boyfriend (well now fiancé) proposed! We are waiting till he is finished with all his deployments before we actually get married but still HE ASKED!
He gave me a panic attack earlier in the day because he has decided to re-inlist on shore duty and I wasn't sure how it was going to effect us so I was really upset. So he came and picked me up and said we were going for hot chocolate. He asked how I wanted him to propose "eventually" like did i want romantic of public and I said that it had to be something stupid and funny to match our relationship. He kept saying "SO what would you do if I had a ring in my pocket right now?" and I said "stop don't tease me, you already told me that you aren't ready." "But what would you do?" "Ty stop I hate you! Dont tease me." "BUTTTT SERIOUSLY what would you do if I had a ring in my pocket right now!?" "I WOULD CRY OKAY? SO STOP" All the sudden he pulled the car over and we were in front of the high school where we met and he reached in his pocket and said "So you would cry?" I'm already crying actually and I just kept saying "Oh my god, is this for real, oh my god" And he pulled the ring out "Will you marry me?" "Oh my god, I hate you, yes." He was really nervous the entire time and panicked after and called his mom asking "What do I do now?!" haha it was so funny, so we went to his moms house and told her and then I was like did you ask my dad? And he panicked even more and called my house saying he was on his way over. When we walked in my dad just said "I knew as soon as the phone rang.... congrats" my mom was really happy. My brother came down said "congrats now keep it down cause I'm sleeping" lol. His dad was the last to know and went full "wow now I feel old my kids are all grown up mode."
So October 13th 2014 at 11:00pm in front of the high school where we, met the love of my life, my sailor, asked me to marry him.
I just keep telling myself 25 more days till I can talk to him, then 20 more and he will be home.
This probably sounds pretty pathetic but I haven't seen Tyler since the deployment started. No facetime, no pictures, nothing. And today someone added a photo of him and some buddies in Israel. I was so happy to see what he looks like, he has actually changed a lot. He seems so much taller too. But it hurt me so much to see it at the same time. I feel like I'm missing a huge chunk of his life and when he comes back we are going to be totally different people. Now I have this ache in my chest. And I still have 3 months left waiting till he comes home.
I'm really trying my hardest to not whine and cry all the time. And I really am sorry if all I talk about is Tyler. But I'm just trying to make it through one day at a time.
I got into bed and have my pillows in an "L" formation. And I nuzzled my head into where the two pillows met like I used to do with My Sailor's chest when he puts his arm around me. I felt so warm and cozy. I had a smile on my face... Then I realized I was alone.
Me waiting for my Sailor to contact me.
Just found out my boyfriend will be on a ship in the Philippines for our 3 year anniversary. Awesome.
This just isnt my week.