#uuuuggggghhhhhhh

[achilleandawn]

i need to be fucked in the ass so bad who wants to tie me down and mount me and fuck me until my eyes are rolling and im drooling and babbling like an idiot holy fuck

[imaginaryprotagonist]

We as a society do not pop off enough about young Jackles playing a dude in a throuple with the original Dr Sexy, Mr Patrick Dempsey himself. Whose name in the movie is Cass! I mean, come on!

[anime-an-god]

dude my friend gave me this for my birthday (cause she knows I like jellyfish 👀) AND I WANT TO DRAW IT SO BAD ITS KILLING ME

[xfriki26]

IM FINALY HOME aaand im too exausted to draw. great

Um, have this WEH gang doodle I did yesterday and tomorow I will get back to business

Edit: Forgot to add an old mini comic I just found in my sketchbook fuuuuuck, if you only saw one doodle no you dint

"Its our costume, we went to the store and said make us look STUPID" /ref

Winnifred belongs to @itsnotmourn

Hyaku belongs to @jacenotjason

[aceofblades222]

I’m so pissed

I made a huge master list of things I needed to study and all the formulas and things from every unit on a piece of paper and I dropped it between the bleachers in 3rd block so that’s gone

I’m so incredibly pissed right now that was hours of work omfg

[funkyfreshfemme]

I don't know how to do a readmore, sorry. Long post about my personal bullshit so just scroll if you need to, no worries.

genuinely feel like i could cry right now.

I got a free pass to represent my university at a national conference this year, hotel and transportation paid for. Was crazy excited to go. Initially they told us that we were going to have to share hotel rooms which is totally expected. Then they said they got extra funds so each person could have their own hotel room. These rooms cost like $300 a night and we're staying for four nights. And there's four of us.

Anyway, I assumed that the conference would have breakfast and lunch provided (like literally every other conference I've been to) (also I literally went to a free conference last month and they had breakfast and lunch catered, and this conference I'm going to in June has a $300 ticket price) and that I would have to pay for my own dinners. Well I checked and only breakfast is provided. I just don't have the money to eat out for 2 meals for five days, and I have to eat out because the room doesn't have a kitchen.

Anyway, I asked if there was some sort of food budget for us (me and some other students are running the booth) and they said no. This is just so totally frustrating because I would much rather have shared a room and had them use the extra money for a food budget, because now I have a big fancy room all to myself and my empty stomach. I have a $495 budget for June (not including rent and utilities) and if I spend like $40 a day on food during the conference that leaves me like $300 for the whole month, and shit is expensive!!! Not to mention I was hoping to do some touristy things and now I'm gonna have to choose between that and lunch.

And all of that is just like what the fuck ever I'm poor and I've been poor for a long time, but the most frustrating thing is that the university clearly did not think about how this would impact students with financial hardship and more than that, just don't care. I emailed and told them that I understood the budget was likely set in stone so I'm not asking for anything to change, but that I was likely going to have to skip meals etc and would have much rather just bunked with someone else and had a food budget. And I told them very nicely to not hurt their middle class feelings or get my offer rescinded, and mentioned that I was only saying this so that they could look at the budget in the future and hopefully cause less hardship on students who were financially strained next year. Anyway I wasn't really expecting anything more than a "thank you for sharing we'll keep that in mind" but they literally never even acknowledged it. Like, I know they saw it because they responded to the other stuff in the email (what train I wanted to take, buying tickets, etc.) and just literally pretended like I didn't say a thing about finances. and on top of that the tones of the emails have completely changed to be extremely short and blunt when before there were exclamation points and smiley faces and whatever. I know they're probably just embarrassed that they didn't think about it but bro. this is not how you should be handling this.

Anyway, I just hit up an old boss to see if I could work during my two week vacation home because it's right before my conference and I need the money. Can't even just fucking chill out on my vacation because I wanna be able to eat three meals a day like the fucking bourgeoisie I guess.

[calamitouscynic]

I JUST

WANT

TO GO TO A CUTE LITTLE BAKERY/CAFE PLACE AND PRETEND IM FANCIER THAN I AM

BUT IM POOR

AND WE’RE IN THE MIDDLE OF A

PANDEMIC

[taxidermyworms]

I’m putting in my two weeks notice tomorrow and I should be ecstatic... this place has spurned a huge deterioration in both my mental and physical health, has pushed me to the brink of a breakdown in a million different ways... but instead my anxiety has me terrified to go in and face them. Their expectations are grossly unfair to anyone much less someone with my disabilities... but yet I feel like I failed. I feel guilty to leave them that much more short staffed and I feel sick to my stomach anticipating the looks of frustration, disappointment and condemnation on my managers face.