#uxnmei

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✎ HI i know my muse is cana but could you draw Flare Corona?? bc i miss her.

          No problem !! She’s always fun to draw.

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[/is kinda accidentally staring at?]

█▐ ❆ ࿐ᐤ    &&. HE STARES BACK, blue eyes like nebulas refracting from shards of mirrors. Keen, sharp, piercing — and a hidden fleck of warmth.

              He always ended up in her room, or hers in his. A sheepish grin on his face &&. a bottle of happiness in their hands. There was clumsily cooked dinner and nostalgic photographs and for even just a moment, they were allowed to toss their broken, black hearts to HELL where it could be of no bother.

They talked about stuff. Jobs, books, friends, memories, aspirations. Then they talked about dreams; about how worthless they felt when they failed. There was laughter about their guildmates, and those were the moments they could pretend they were not suffering. They spent hours on end BASKING in each other’s misery so much that they couldn’t distinguish whose problems were whose anymore. 

&&. he didn’t know when he came to LOVE her, but he knew he did. It was a little more than friends and less than lovers. It was gradual and unexpected, in the way that grass grew and broken hearts mended and although god knows he didn’t want to, it happened.

              He loved her because she called him out on his shit &&. gave as good as she got. He loved her because of the way her hair looked in the forlorn evenings, and how she knew everything about him and yet nothing, but she can make silence so comfortable. He loved her because she knew he likes no cream and two sugars in his coffee, and because she brought the color lavender into his otherwise monotonous life; LAVENDER that means calmness.

Lavender, like her eyes.*

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( And he loved her because             there were smiles on her face —–      &&. ache in her heart. )

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              It was those little things that made up the big things that made him love her. She was BROKEN; all sharp shards of glass and a badly sewn together heart, but he didn’t want to fix her because he knew she could fix herself.

Still.

They were two people who weren’t quite familiar with the ways of returning love so FREELY given, never minding how hard it was in the first place to conjure up the feeling of love no matter how high up one’s walls were built. 

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                (  &&. They were stupid and young and so WARY of love that they would sabotage their own for each other…

    A love that was less than lovers, but a little more than friends. )

[enferdoux-blog]

     "Your hair is really knotted. Will you let me help you fix it?"

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[sutonaisu]

     "Being in a relationship with someone is overrated, that is all."

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@uxnmei literally all I have right now since I’m mobile is the url reserved, I’ll try to edit as much as I can, but the url is celestiallionhearted.

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                    ❝ Ahhh. Cana !! Don’t be callin me                        if you get a hangover from drinking too much !! ❞ // @uxnmei

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                                       @uxnmei​ from [here]

god how could he let this happen and for worse he feels like he fucked up. he promised him not to let this happen and yet he can’t stop. he texted cana in need of some help. maybe she can come up with something.

to: CANA

[text]: i’ll be at my usual spot... you know where. [text]: don’t keep me waiting long.

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@uxnmei

“Is this seat taken, pretty lady~” He teased, coming to stand behind the darkhaired woman, leaning down to press his hand on the bar so eyes were even, or as even as they could be hidden behind his glasses. Giving a wink and a smirk at her after he spoke. 

Of course such lines had never worked on Cana, but that didn't mean he wouldnt do it anyway.