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[victoriaandfreedom]

Bye February!

So February was weird. I did amazing the first 2 weeks of it! I worked out almost everyday, I ate right, and I felt amazing! Then my period hit me like a ton of bricks. I got vertigo and nausea and the munchies. I pretty much faceplanted off the wagon. I've been super sick with vertigo and I swear I'm getting super sick with something more than an inner ear infection. Part of my hopes it's not the IUD I had placed in January. I really want that to work out. So, I'm going to start March off slowly for my fitness routine and focus on eating a bit better and really sticking to my tracking. I can do this and I will focus on my mental and physical health. I need to. Wedding planning, school work, and my job can't come between that any longer. Sorry I haven't posted in a while. There is a lot going on and I feel like some days are better than others.

[victoriaandfreedom]

Back at my fitness

A week after being out due to illness I am finally back at it! I went right back to cycling and went ham, probably should have went a tad slower. I am happy I went back!

[victoriaandfreedom]

Vertigo

I've suffered from crippling vertigo all day. It came out of no where and I've been bed and couch bound all day. Standing makes me want to vomit. I hate feeling like this. Absolutely hate it. I feel useless and calling out of work makes it even worse. I didn't feel great yesterday but I was okay enough to go to work, shop for food, and work out a little. Today I couldn't even shower without being in pain. This is a real life post, I'm posting here to get it out in the open so I don't explode. Something I don't usually do is talk about how I'm feeling. It translates to me emotionally eating and exploding with emotions at every little thing. For a scary moment I caught myself wanting to eat everything. And a bad everything. The weightloss I post once a week is hard won and fought for. Both mentally and physically. Some days are easier than others. I'm posting to show that I am a real person who struggles and fights. If you need inspiration, we can be eachother's! I'm posting here to show you are not alone, to show that I am not alone.

[victoriaandfreedom]

Happy Valentines Day!

Hope everyone has an awesome day!! Also PSA bra's hurt like hell. I decided to wear an actual bra to go out for V day and let me tell you my back and boobs are killing me! Glad I switched to whatever the hell you would call what I wear now lol.

[victoriaandfreedom]

Going forward

I got this. It's been a weird day, like weird and pain in the ass. But I made it! I did something that will hopefully will get me a bonus! Had my Aladdin bottle EXPLODE during my spin class! But! I had bought myself a gel seat and made it all the way through the class! I did have one of my customers at the bank right behind me though... so #awkward 55 minutes of spin today! Water goal done! Time to shower and sleep!

[victoriaandfreedom]

Can't sleep

Did 40 minutes of swim today.... that's all lol Also worried I'll have to drive during the worst part of the snow storm tomorrow.... and I'm working till closing. Bonus: I forgot my snow boots at work! Kill me

[victoriaandfreedom]

I don't wanna

I don't want to go to work today... Most schools in my area have already closed for the snow, which is happening in the middle of the day. I don't want to get stuck at work, where it will mostly be dead, due to said snow, for approximately 10 hours. I just don't >_>

[victoriaandfreedom]

50 minutes of Aquafitness! I'm killing my challenge this wek! Very proud of myself. I really, really didn't want to go. I had a crappy day, I was running late, and had 10 other excuses. I went because I know I would feel better that I held to my commitment. And that is a big victory for me. If you read my post earlier, that's part of the reason why. Today is done, tomorrow is another opportunity!