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giving Howard my problems as a stress reliever (doodles)
saw one of my mutual's do this and took some inspiration to make my own version because if Howard isn't suffering I'm not healing in some way /hj
That and just got really fuckin annoyed with my trauma responses and how painfully slow the healing process is if there even is one
Uhh, tw warning for mentioned vomit, abuse self harm and suicide. (Cw for painfully white background sorry)
Would you believe that I have so many issues to where I couldn't draw all of them? And majority of it is mental based YAY
Getting canceled speedrun %any probably
technically these are vent doodles but don't treat them as such because the issues I struggle with really don't matter (by that I mean it matters for everyone else but me because, ew??)
I don't wanna shit on anyone's fun and stuff so please laugh at this mental health issues are supposed to be funny 🥀
I am NOT adding tags bro besides like one and it's the primarily focused character here, everyone and their grandma tired of hearing about this guy but me grr
This was therapeutic to me in some way at least but I rather not heal at the expense of others lmfao
Oh, I gave Howard my irl scar once and forgot to give it to the others. Technically irl you wouldn't even be able to see it but it's my scar so I choose how I represent it lmao
“Okay but aren’t you supposed to be gay n stuff” KILL YOURSELF ❤️
"Hmmm. I wanna go on Ao3 and see if there is anymore Ogura fics"
*sees that there is a new fanfic for Ogura*
"I wonder what this is about"
*reads the tags*
"... well I wanna shoot myself now"
Thanks I love when I’m in a large discord server and every time I say a take I have that might possibly be construed as controversial or slightly odd or just generally not something that a lot of people agree with and finding that out when I approach it in literally the most non antagonistic way possible and someone focuses on a dumb detail about something I say that I even said positively and then not acknowledge literally anything else. Thanks I feel so welcome /sar
Warning: This Is NOT Just Dance Related Whatsoever So People Here For Just Dance Stuff, You Are Fully Allowed To Scroll Along If You Don't Want To See A Long Paragraph About Something Random
With That Out Of The Way... (Trigger Warning For Several Things I Can't Even List Off)
the real whump is when the caretaker feels like shit but still has to get up and do the caretaking because no one else can do it and it is your fucking job
don’t worry