#vero.

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I guess this is what happens when you fail to tell people that you're uncomfortable hearing about their love life. You're subject to every excruciating detail.

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So, we only chatted for like 10 mins before i had to get on the bus, then i got home and called him again. Then chatted for another 10, if even (and he kept asking me if I had seen his messages about his gal pal. Ugh.) And said he was going to sleep. Which was odd to me cuz it wasnt even midnight, and I know he stays up late. But anyway. Before he fell asleep he got comfy and I joked about him going to sleep early. He said "yea it's cuz I think L went to bed so I'm not gonna get a response from her" Oh OK. So you didn't rly wanna talk to me at all. Why would u tell me u wanted to talk to me, only to talk about someone else, and then tell me ur not staying up to talk to me. Like yea I was tired and shit but I did want to talk to him.

Trying not to be mad or upset or anything but it hurts so much.

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He's hiding from me. Invisible on discord. Only replying to what he wants to. I hope he doesn't feel good. I hope he's having some sort of mental break. I hope he feels what I feel 24/7.

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I went crazy at him and he still didn't respond lol. Fucking asshole.

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Ok. Bad fucking timing. He just ignored everything I've said and sent me 🌽 on twt. What the actual FUCK. I wonder if I should confront him about how bad he's making me feel.

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It’s in my fucking bed. Get out of my bed, that’s where I sleep when I’m with him, you’re not allowed it.

I’m crying I’m fucking crying. I’m not sleeping in that bed ever again, I refuse to, I’ll sleep on the floor before I even touch that bed again. It’s where I belong anyway, isn’t it.

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Game I was looking forward to released today and I can’t even feel happy playing it cuz his fucking “boyfriend” just HAD to arrive today.