If you read my recent post on my current situation, you may know that things are currently tense between me and my parents. I had a feeling ever since that incident that Verrier really wanted to talk to me. But I needed time, I had to clear my head and compose myself before talking to anyone else. Even Lucifer.
However, I kept getting signs that she still wanted to talk to me and today, I did that.
It's still fascinating to me every time it happens, but she gave me explicit instructions on a spell she wants me to do to help me handle the situation. I had kind of expected Lucifer to be a bit more hands-on and not just "don't blame yourself," but I guess he knew that Verrier had something in store for me.
Anyways, you guys, why do deities keep telling me to make puppets. I still have one that was supposed to be for another spell I haven't gotten to, yet. At this rate I'll have too many and no time to actually to the magick.
She was super direct and specific about what she wants me to do. No maybe's, just instructions. I love her no-bullshit attitude. She had a harsh tone with me today but it still felt oddly caring. It's like that a lot with her. She won't let any sulking and pouting slide. She said to me, "you had time to sulk. You have time to build a safety plan. But you won't need it if you're fast enough and take back control over the situation."
I love her, even though we're not extremely close, I respect her very highly and I love learning from her.