Pass the happy! 🌻 When you receive this, list five things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications. 💛💛💛
Hooo boy. Alrighty lets go.
5 things that make me happy:
My friends and family (cliche I know)
Flowers
Learning
Animals of any kind
Winter, rain and fog
The night
Waking up before the sun rises
A good cup of tea, coffee or hot chocolate
Sweets
Cooking and baking
Making others laugh
Drawing
Music
Reading
Cuddling
Curling into a nice blanket with a hot drink, a good book, show or whatever while it's cold outside
Candles
Fire
Ice
Having pretty nails
Hugs
Head pats
I know those were way more than 5 but it has been so long since I've genuinely been able to list multiple things that make me happy so this is so... I dont know how to describe it.
It makes me realise how sad I have been, for such a long time and how basic happiness is something so foreign for me that the mere concept of happiness, of feeling it makes me giddy and excited
I know to most people reading this it doesn't sound that big a thing.
But to me it is. And to everyone struggling, with a mental illness, personal issues or just a current situation that seems too big to manage - I believe in you and even if it seems hard and almost impossible - things won't be like this forever. There will be better days, sure there are enough days that rlly are not pretty, but I encourage you to try. Try and feel the warmth of the sun or the comfort of a hug - its difficult but you're not alone, if you need someone I am here for you, and so many others too 💜💜💜
That said. I am finally able to dream up a future again - 2 years ago I figured I wouldn't make it this far, but here I am, doing my best to get as close to my dream as possible. I can finally imagine myself having a future and for me this is something that has been impossible for such a long time that it almost saddens me again, seeing how much pain I have suffered through, and still do, but I am getting better with each day, and I am getting gradually happier and that I wish for everyone reading this 💜💜💜
As for the tagging. I don't have many ppl I know on here so imma just tag some of those I know and hope you're doing well! (I am so, so sorry that I am garbage at replying 👉🏼👈🏼)
@fukoronoko @purpleanamatronic @angelsparkls @that-one-queer-poc