This is why âqueerâ is so important for questioning people who know theyâre not cishet but havenât figured out every last micro-label yet, or people whose labels are changing over time, or for someone who doesnât feel comfortable sharing every last detail of their journey, or, or, or.Â
for anyone else who was curious, according to @megasupernova888, the words are äžæç (fukanshyoo, âsexual frigidityâ) and è±çČç (kafunshyoo, âhay feverâ)
Pass the happy! đ» When you receive this, list five things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications. đđđ
Hooo boy. Alrighty lets go.
5 things that make me happy:
My friends and family (cliche I know)
Flowers
Learning
Animals of any kind
Winter, rain and fog
The night
Waking up before the sun rises
A good cup of tea, coffee or hot chocolate
Sweets
Cooking and baking
Making others laugh
Drawing
Music
Reading
Cuddling
Curling into a nice blanket with a hot drink, a good book, show or whatever while it's cold outside
Candles
Fire
Ice
Having pretty nails
Hugs
Head pats
I know those were way more than 5 but it has been so long since I've genuinely been able to list multiple things that make me happy so this is so... I dont know how to describe it.
It makes me realise how sad I have been, for such a long time and how basic happiness is something so foreign for me that the mere concept of happiness, of feeling it makes me giddy and excited
I know to most people reading this it doesn't sound that big a thing.
But to me it is. And to everyone struggling, with a mental illness, personal issues or just a current situation that seems too big to manage - I believe in you and even if it seems hard and almost impossible - things won't be like this forever. There will be better days, sure there are enough days that rlly are not pretty, but I encourage you to try. Try and feel the warmth of the sun or the comfort of a hug - its difficult but you're not alone, if you need someone I am here for you, and so many others too đđđ
That said. I am finally able to dream up a future again - 2 years ago I figured I wouldn't make it this far, but here I am, doing my best to get as close to my dream as possible. I can finally imagine myself having a future and for me this is something that has been impossible for such a long time that it almost saddens me again, seeing how much pain I have suffered through, and still do, but I am getting better with each day, and I am getting gradually happier and that I wish for everyone reading this đđđ
As for the tagging. I don't have many ppl I know on here so imma just tag some of those I know and hope you're doing well! (I am so, so sorry that I am garbage at replying đđŒđđŒ)
KageHina: Kageyama and Hinata are unflinchingly loyal to each other, even though, in some ways, they're foils of one another. Where Hinata has had to fight tooth and nail to get good at the sport he loves, Kageyama came into it with natural talent. Where Kageyama is strategic, Hinata relies on instinct. But in all of the ways that are important, on and off the court, they are indistinguishable. Their passion and drive pushes them both on. Their love for their team (and each other) makes them kind and compassionate. Their differences bring them closer together and help them to hold the other up when things are hard. But at their core, what makes Kageyama and Hinata work is their unshakeable loyalty to one another, their absolute trust and belief in each other, and their devotion to being the bestâtogether.
BokuAka: Bokuto and Akaashi have complete faith in each other. Some people might see Akaashi as Bokuto's babysitter or the one who keeps him in line, but their relationship is so much more than that. Akaashi does rein Bokuto in when things get out of hand, but he also encourages his partner's enthusiasm. He's proud of Bokuto, and he's happy to support him in everything he does. And Bokuto adores Akaashi. He truly believes Akaashi can do anything and he wants to be someone who inspires his partner. Their support of each other is so important and so integral to who they are, both as individuals and as a couple. At the end of the day, that support and faith is what makes Bokuto and Akaashi work so well.
IwaOi: If a good friendship is the basis for a good relationship, Iwaizumi and Oikawa are set for life. They are best friends. More than just the common phrase "best friends," Iwa and Oikawa have been by each other's sides for (literally) longer than they can remember. They've seen every one of each other's awkward phases and epic failures, as well as all of each other's accomplishments and successes. They've grown up together and grown together and are who they are because of the friendship they share. Their lives have been inextricably intertwined for so long that being together is as easy as breathing. Iwaizumi and Oikawa's bond is unshakeable and that makes the love they share equally eternal.
KuroKen: Kuroo and Kenma see sides of each other that no one else does. They're so comfortable around each other and so in tune to each other's emotions that they can communicate without speaking. Kuroo can sense when Kenma is feeling anxious and is always the shield to calm him down. Kenma knows when Kuroo's feelings of inadequacy are raging and knows what to say to stop his thoughts from spiraling. But they also get to see positive things no one else noticesâKuroo loves Kenma's dry humor, and Kenma will never stop Kuroo's nerdy babbling when they're alone. In short, Kuroo and Kenma can be themselves together, and they'll always treasure that comfort and freedom.
DaiSuga: Daichi and Suga are utterly devoted to each other. Like a sappy elderly couple that has been together for fifty years, they are a unit. Even when they were just friends, they found themselves searching for each other in crowded rooms, checking in constantly when they sensed even the slightest tremor in each other's moods. And once they realized how deeply in love they were, that devotion only grew. Sure, they still tease each other endlessly, but there's a palpable adoration behind all of their interactions. Their friends find it nauseating, but Daichi and Suga know that the intensity and singlemindedness of their connection is something to be envied.
AsaNoya: Asahi and Nishinoya challenge each other. They help each other be more and better. Without Noya, Asahi would almost never step out of his comfort zone. He wouldn't try new things and thus wouldn't find new passions and loves in the world. Their international travels were Yuu's idea, and Asahi will never be able to thank him enough for insisting on those adventures. And Noya knows that Asahi is a big part of why he is who he isâAsahi's presence alone has helped Noya grow as a person. Asahi makes Noya more patient, more compassionate. He makes Noya slow down and think more about how to talk to people and how to listen. They have very different personalities, but Asahi and Nishinoya bring out the best in each other and encourage each other to keep growing every day.
KiyoYachi: Yachi and Kiyoko are stronger together. At their core, they're more alike than people might originally think. Yachi's generalized anxiety is paralleled by Kiyoko's social anxiety. But when they're together, all of that seems to fade into the background. Yachi feels less nervous with Kiyoko's hand in hers; and Kiyoko can stand up to anyone when Yachi is by her side. Together, they feel braver and more capable, and when they squeeze each other's hands in silent encouragement, they feel like there's nothing they can't face. Kiyoko and Yachi may be nervous more often than they'd like, but with their partner's constant presence at their side, things get easier every day.
UshiTen: Tendou and Ushijima can be themselves together, fully, without reservation. Tendou is chaotic and outspoken around everyone, but he has quieter moments too, and he often feels uncomfortable being that way in public. With Ushijima, Tendou can relax. He doesn't feel the need to always be "on." He can curl up on the ground between his partner's knees while Ushijima watches television from the couch and Tendou doodles absentmindedly in one of his many sketchbooks. And Ushijima can be as stoic and serious as he always is, but Tendou will understand what's left unsaid and Ushijima won't feel pressured to explain. In many ways, they understand each other better than anyone else does. And that means that Tendou and Ushijima will always feel at home when they're together.
She has also written some absolutely amazing books recently.
These are just a few of them. I read The One and Only Ivan to my students every year (and thereâs a sequel coming out in May!).
Every one of her books Iâve read has been beautifully written. Yes, theyâre written for children, but you wonât regret reading a single one of them. Applegate is hands-down my favorite middle grades author.
Let me explain this picture...... just how I see it.
There is Sakusa. He is lying on the floor, likely worn out and tired after the game. (We were shown only Hinata & Kageyama related moments (with a bit of monster generation highlights), because theyâre main characters, but you realize that everyone else on the court worked no less harder?) Maybe Sakusa is doing some lazy stretches, though I doubt that. Heâs lying with his Face on the floor, heâs really really tired (easily doing a middle split ?)
Hinata is sitting next to him. He is not stretching, look at his posture: relaxed, with his legs crossed in front of him, elbows on his knees. He abruptly turned his head to look at Romero. That means he was looking at Sakusa and likely talking to him before Romero interrupted them.
This panel is really important because it shows that we donât know a Thing about msby, about Hinataâs home team. Just how close are they really to each other? See, Hinata did not immediately leave to chat with ex-Karasuno, or Adlers, or Izumi & Kouji. After the game he stayed with his team, watched how Sakusa probably plopped down to the floor, sat next to him and talked to him. One of following panels shows that Atsumu is also there, and heâs worried about Kuroo tricking Hinata into some spivvery, he expresses his concern to Sakusa (!) and they agree on not liking Kuroo.
They are precious,,,, and we donât get to know anything about them because the manga is ending and Furudate focuses on the protagonists,,,
In conclusion,
Fanon Sakusa: *sprays sanitizer at everyone within arm reach* Stay away from me! Touch me with your sweaty hands and Iâm boiling you in holy water
Canon Sakusa: *lays on the floor, exhausted, subtly tucking his head under Hinataâs palm* Hinata-kun do you think they have good showers in our hotel rooms in Sendai?
Hinata, diving to his knees to comfort him: Iâm sure coach Sam-san took that into consideration! They definitely have the best showers in Miyagi!! Think we could watch kitchen nightmares together again?
Atsumu, turning away from Osamu for a sec with an unholy screech: wHerEâs tHE lamB SAAUUUUUCE
I still read all of your lovely replies! I have not given up on art my friends! I have even started my own webcomic on webtoon! Itâs called Seth In Space and it would mean a lot to me if you would support me there! Love you all and happy halloween!!
Iâm so happy to tell you all that Iâve made great progress with my mental health!! To genuinely be able to say that I feel happy is so liberating and free! I know a lot of you are still in that dark place. Iâm here to say that it does get better. Much better! I still have some tough days but progress is progress! Be kind and gentle to yourselves. I love you all and thank you to everyone whoâs supported me over the years!
Hereâs links to my commissions and projects!
Commissions
Animal Crossing Commissions
Animal Crossing Tarot Cards
Tarot Readings
Seth In Space
