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doing my best to capture how visual static feels
doodles based on my eye floaters
me: oh boy time to do my homework. it's a couple readings and and TV viewing, par for the course
the nefarious static making it near impossible for me to read:
Mmmmm. Migraine.
Cw: Static (audio and visual)
Me? Making a self-indulgent redbubble design?
...Yeah, sounds about right.
Fun Fact #1: Visual snow was first reported in 1944
Fun Fact #2: I have visual snow and keep forgetting about it because I see it all the dang time (since roughly 2005, not 1944)
I'm not gonna lie, I created this specifically because I want to get one of these shirts at some point, lol. I think it's funny, so maybe there will be some other VSS havers who will also get a kick out of it.
My therapist laughed at this and she hadn’t even heard of VSS until I told her about it.
I've talked about it before and I still want to try making some cool art inspired by the wacky shit my brain does with all this static, but that hasn't happened yet, lol. One day, I promise. 😅
Jackalope-T-M is an independent artist creating amazing designs for great products such as t-shirts, stickers, posters, and phone cases.
lmao i drafted this post in october and kept fucking forgetting to post it. im so good at capitalism. /s
Just found out about VSS and scrolling through the tag like- this isnt a normal thing? I've seen it ligit my whole life lol. Like I remember static vision at least since I was like 3. Its not like, *in my face* a majority of the time, but i see it alot more profoundly when looking at the sky or a wall or in a dark room. Otherwise it eternally just kinda looks like the pixels in my brain are dancing idk. No color that i remember, maybe grey/clear. Also; TINNITIS IS A SYMPTOM???? (Needless to say I'm looking into this further lmao)
ayo does anyone else have, like, a combination of Alice in Wonderland Syndrome and Visual Snow Syndrome? do ppl usually have one or the other?
so, like, AIWS for me is usually only visual distortion. i've always described it like the world around me looks like its throbbing/pulsating. i've noticed folks seem to describe it like things are simultaneously black-and-white extremes, like for example:
feeling enormous like the Big Friendly Giant but also minuscule like Thumbelina
the space around you is both vastly spacious like a large empty gymnasium and cramped as hell like trying to fit yourself in a dollhouse
objects or people seeming really close like you're seeing them through binoculars or a zoomed-in photo online, but at the same time insanely far away as if you needed to yell from across a football field for them to hear you
even tho i never explained it as simultaneously opposing extremes, it's still exactly spot-on. i remember it only ever happening at night for some reason, and usually after i stare at something for seemingly too long and start to feel self-aware of perceiving reality. i recall as a child seeing the walls on the opposite side of my bedroom simultaneously or rapidly zooming in and out after taking in the size of the walls and focusing too hard on their connecting corners. when i looked away to try and make it stop, if i saw anything remotely rectangular or having flat edges then it would start occurring with that new thing in my sight. it usually stopped if i focused on something round, oddly enough. the worst part of these episodes for some reason was when something incredibly small felt like somehow it encompassed the entire universe? i totally forgot about that til i saw someone's reddit post mentioning it.
though there were nights where it would be so strong and constant it was horribly frightening - floors and walls would start moving like an unstable treehouse balancing on a singular weak limb, rectangles would lean into trapezoid shapes, the ground feeling like a wobbly conveyer-belt. it helped to walk out of my room during those worse episodes, though sometimes i'd walk into the bathroom and still feel like everything was spinning. walking during this time usually felt like time was moving unnaturally fast like is was on x4 speed or smth, but at the same time it felt slow since i was aware it wasnt actually sped-up movement.
that's when i'd start dissociating a bit and see a blurry hallucination of colorful hand-drawn sailboats? it was actually extremely soothing in comparison to the panic-attack-inducing distortion of reality around me, providing a gentle PBS Kids aesthetic of a visual that sailed smoothly across a cutely animated ocean. then when the vision disappeared everything would be normal again. this still happens with me today, which sucks, but the remembering the sailboats and isolating myself in a dark room helps remove all visuals that could possibly be distorted.
then of course Visual Snow Syndrome- i never had any idea what this was, the first time i saw it i was 3 or so maybe? i was, again, about to go to sleep when i saw colorful static making up the entire world around me. that night i was convinced they were an infestation of bugs? but no one else could see them? eventually i just randomly assumed it was this weird ability where i was sensitive to and could see molecules and atoms? but no apparently its a weird fuzzy neurological deviation. the thing about it tho is that wikipedia says the world tends to appear blurry when the static is visible, but my vision stays completely clear if not clearer, i just feel more aware of the visual static thats constantly in the background (its a lot easier to see in the dark or on a plain flat space that lacks luster and texture).
anyways, i've no idea if its common for folks with AIWS to also have Visual Snow Syndrome as well?just thought i'd share my experience with them in case someone else out there is feels they relate and is confused about it.
oh, and here's the reddit post i found that talked about AIWS - they articulate it so perfectly, i was amazed to see someone explain these symptoms that i've had yet had no understanding of what the heck it was:
Reddit - Dive into anything
An assortment of tips for living with visual snow syndrome
If your depth perception sucks (especially when it’s dark), use a stick or a cane when going down stairs or across rough terrain. If you know how long the stick/cane is, you can use it to measure how far down or up you need to step by tapping it with the stick/cane first.
If there are too many floaters/bluefield entoptic phenomena in your vision, move your eyes quickly from side to side a couple of times. This doesn’t solve the problem forever, but it usually clears your vision better than blinking does.
If your tinnitus bothers you at night, sleep with a fan or a white noise machine or anything that will make background noise and muffle the tinnitus.
Sunglasses are underrated. Keep them with you at all times to combat photophobia. (If you wear glasses, get a pair that can fit over your glasses. They’re easier to deal with than clip-ons, especially while driving.)
Never underestimate the power of waving your hands in front of you when walking through a dark space so you don’t run into things.
Another thing about depth perception: if yours sucks, remember that and don’t go running up a hill in the dark (I have scars from doing this).
If your phone light is too bright for you (especially at night) and you have an iPhone, go to Settings -> Accessibility -> Accessibility Shortcut -> Reduce White Point. It’ll make the light from the screen darker and easier on your eyes. (This might be different on newer versions of iPhones, and I have no idea how it works on other types of phones.)
That’s all I’ve got for now. Reblog with more tips if you have them!