I talked about Cal being the prince of Norta.
And I have a hard time feeling fond of or sympathy for Ptolemus.
I guess I'm just doing another analysis thing😂😂
How does Ptolemus's life start?
As the son of Volo Samos, who we've been told withholds affection as a punishment, holds the bar insanely high, and is literally a human stonewall. Think Tywin Lannister from Game of Thrones, but with a much lower tolerance for nonsense and/or stupidity and metal bending; so if you piss this guy off too much, he will make you regret it in one way or another.
WE'VE SEEN IN SLAP SOMEONE FOR DISOBEYING HIS ORDERS.
I honestly can't imagine what Volo did to his son when he did something like sneak a sweet or tell a small lie or even do something most normal kids would do growing up, like try to impress what little friends he had or slip up a little in training or lessons or talk to a silver girl he thought was pretty.
In the instance of Cal, all the crown prince would get is a slap on the wrist and a reminder he's already intended for Evangeline.
For Ptolemus, that would probably not be the case. I don't know if Volo would wait for him to return or retrieve his son himself, but either way I can see him berating his son like he'd slept with the girl rather than just talked with her, maybe even tell him that those who are Samos born are not common whores who seduce everyone they see.
If Ptolemus slipped up in training, Volo would ask if his hard work was a sort of 'thanks' to his parents, who raise him with love, give him clothes and a bed, and even an education. And how does he repay them? By slacking off. By taking what he has for granted.
Essentially, he'd tear Ptolemus apart with words, making sure he makes his son guilty for not meeting those expectations Volo has.
I should note that in the eyes of Volo Samos, he is not doing anything wrong. He's ensuring his son is strong and keeping the legacy of House Samos alive. It's a heavy expectation and Ptolemus needs to be ready to take up that mantle, even if it means he needs to be reprimanded for acting like a fool in his father's eyes.
A Samos does not act like a fool, and Volo is eventually going to die one way or another, so he needs a strong base to continue building the Samos legacy on.
Now being the future King of Norta has its own pressures and weight on the shoulders, but I would dare to argue that Cal probably had it a little easier than Ptolemus.
Sure, Cal was most likely only raised by nurse maids and Julian, but he usually didn't have to worry about getting verbally torn apart because he barely stepped put of line; being King means you CANNOT step out of line. Cal must be nothing but perfect and it's something he's carried with him since a young age. Couple that with the fact that his father was barely around to raise him properly and Elara avoided him like a plague, and we have a good picture on why Cal is the way he is.
Compare all that to Ptolemus. Son of Volo Samos, who is a no nonsense, takes shit from no one, "Be late or slip up in any way, and I'll impale your head on a fence" man and father, who expects nothing but greatness and success, and punishes those for not meeting those expectations.
I'd dare to even say he'd be a much harsher king than Tibe was, whether that would be through literally ending the Scarlet Guard himself while they were still small or easy to hit.
It doesn't get easier because Evangeline is born and made into Cal's betrothed, and is compared to Ptolemus for everything she does. If not that, then he has to see her by exactly what he was, but can't help because it's a lesson SHE has to learn.
Something I just realized was this line Ptolemus says in War Storm: "You trained us too well."
Ptolemus and Evangeline didn't grow up with Rane Arven training them, like Cal and Maven.
They were trained by their father, who is possibly a VERY unforgiving opponent and mentor.
This might be where Ptolemus's rage comes from.
Think of it like this: You're fighting as hard as you can against your own father. You're MAYBE 17 or 16 years old and you cannot get this guy down no matter how hard you try. Your father calls you weak and says that training will continue tomorrow.
You've been training your ASS off and are improving, but your father only sees that you can't beat him in a duel.
In a blind rage, you flip out. All the metal you can use bends to your will and shoots toward your father as you charge toward him, ready to fight again.
For that reason, I think that's what led to Ptolemus having such a bad temper in book 1, where we see his rage the most.
'You're Samos born. A Silver with status and power. You will really allow a Red to kill you and your sister?'
'You'll call that traitor your friend? After what he did? And what of the Red rat beside him? Is she as innocent as he is? Are both their hands clean of blood?'
One more point I want to bring up was the fact that he felt bad for Shade's death.
He was aiming for Mare in Corros, but Shade quite literally appeared out of nowhere.
I think seeing how Shade's death effected Mare and Farley and the other Barrows, and remembering how scared he possibly was to lose his sister on numerous occasions led to him feeling remorseful for what he did.
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