#wasted tears

[aszmxm]

Sometimes at the summit of tears

We might laugh!

It’s not the sensation in our minds

But the realization of triviality

That our tears are falling

For them!

[radhikac]

The beginning of the end…another new low. Who knew? The one that made so many promises so long ago would break them and my heart so quickly…so often…without remorse. They say I beat the odds but I say my dignity, self-respect, family and only love have all taken a beating. Still trying to find myself only to know that I’ve only lost all that I’ve ever loved. Was there ever love? Time only unmasks people. Today I know there never was and never will be. No expectations…never disappointed…just numb.

All I know is I’ve never felt loved…except by you my sweet Pappa. I am doing all I can for my Mummy too as I know you want and knew I was capable of finding a way. I’m still searching for that way Pappa; you remain my compass. Gn and thank you for the sweet dreams. I don’t know if they will be fulfilled ever…but I am just so grateful for them. Is it still dreaming if it’s while you’re awake and during the day too? Well, that’s all I have now and must be enough. I love you to the moon and then some..Until morn…when we pray again. My most Grateful heart beats for you alone. xoxo

[skymade]

@misstheground​ sent, ❝ You need to stop being so reckless. I am tired of crying over you. This is the tenth time you have almost died in front of me. ❞ ↳ accepting!

   “Only ten? Wow, I thought it’d been way more.” 

   She’s sitting on the floor, building pieces of a certain new robot companion friend thing, and she’s smiling, contentedly to herself, even if the mood around her is somber. ( It’s a lot. Like, pushing on her. Like, she’s drowning. Like, she wants to make it better, because she can’t, because this is her, and this is her life, and there’s nothing she can ever do to change it. ) 

   “You’ve, uh...” She picks up another piece. “... Uh, cried over me?” 

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[kowboy27]

dont speak to me

today will not go unseen. tomorrow will come in faster than expected. second looks wont be exchanged. we were made from the same so we both know this is good bye.  hard headedness is blood deep but graves are deeper.  graves  that will not be undug. blood means nothing when pennies taste the same. my voice wasnt shaking you just cant hear me  over the sound of my heart pounding. from nerves but more so anger. i didnt mean to come off that way but im glad that i did. saw your colors. the truest of true. cant really remember the conversation though. all i remember is that i can stand you but lets be really ive been sitting for awhile.

[critgemhero]

I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY JUST FAKED US OUT WITH THE DEATH OF EVERY PALADIN FUCK YOU VOLTRON LEGENDARY DEFENDER WTF???

[fairytaleslost]

I write all these things to you

Waste words that you’ll never see

Words you don’t care to hear

While I wonder why you matter to me

You walk away so easy

Time and time again

Do you not see the damage you’re doing

I could have been your friend

I’m not looking for more closure

Or even a goodbye

You can’t see how this hurts me

Or how much you make me cry

I want to just forget you

Pretend you don’t exist

And then you’ll come back, creeping in

For another tryst

My mistake is that I’ll be here

Waiting with open arms

All because I’m a fool

And I fall for your charms

[fairytaleslost]

It’s true

You don’t deserve my tears

If you knew me at all you’d know how you’re hurting me

If you cared at all you’d speak words of truth

Not hide behind vague uncertainty

I was a fool to think you deserved to know me

What’s worse

I’d let you try again

I’d spill a thousand more tears

Listen to a million more lies

Give you more of me only to watch you destroy me

It’s true

You don’t deserve my tears

But you do cause them