Apr 30, 2025
2025: week seventeen
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2025: week seventeen
My grandad who was the kindest person on the planet just died and I’m attending the funeral And my mom is Making me wear a dress and I was feeling super dysphoric already and then I also had to shave my legs and my mustache(😞) and I was seriously just having the worst fucking day to begin with. I’m in bed at 9:30 downing a couple sleeping pills and resigning myself to sleep so I don’t have to think and my brother comes in and flips on my lights and I’m like wtf??? And he puts his leg up to show that he SHAVED THEM which he’s never done before and he said “now there are TWO men with shaved legs in this house.”
Drunk guy on the train was like
"You're a pretty lady but sadly, I'm an ugly guy! Well! Can't change things."
And left.
Wtf!
watched our neighbor get loaded into an ambulance the other night and last night at work our toilet exploded
I can't believe it's 10pm on Friday and I'm in bed...
Sometimes it really gets to me that there are people out there that just vlog their travels as a living, and are actually having loads of FUN, while I'm stuck in this constant anxiety inducing place, where taking a break makes me feel guilty...
Honestly the sooner you figure out that just because something's fun or easy doesn't mean it isnt worthwhile, the better off you'll be. Like You don't have to hate your job or classes for them to have meaning. If you like them, they are still important. I don't know how I got tricked into believing I had to suffer to give back to the world, but it's something I work everyday to counteract.
Man, last week wasn’t my week my week...this week’s shaping up to be the same. Just can’t seem to calm down or get my head straight, just can’t stop the flood of doubting thoughts...among a lot of other things. Random gorgeous creatures who read this - let’s chat, be friends, run away, fall madly in love or something?