#whatevaa

[pyromance9669]

the default malkavian girl is cute

[spiderlegeyelashes]

the twinnnssssssssssssss

[lunathemacron]

*claws my way over, emaciated and dehydrated out of the desert and clings to your leg*

I... i.. i need.. i need yaoi.. yaoi Please...

sorry you're getting tragic yaoi

> this is also for @solar-eclipse-week / day 3, flowers !!

[ray-on-my-man-til-he-havoc]

not feeling so great but here's some doodles

[glittersgloom]

Okay

[blondeaxolotl]

🧣anon here! maybe if you inflict more angst on us it would combat the cramps…ik you have it in you, you’ve been possessed by the bard himself and typed some really shattering stuff into the chat before, and didn’t it bring you joy????

just the image of floyd trying to find traces of jamil in long hair npc has me thinking of the flojami break up saga angstfest that took place in your inbox.

and the aftermath, of floyd in silk city seeing jamil picking up and spinning around Middle School Friend in a hug. and just. the events before that too??

because now i’m thinking of them breaking up a lil earlier than graduation. idk why, but these two just don’t communicate sometimes, so it’s def smth that could happen.

i’m thinking of ace getting caught up in it against his will poor guy. (i love adding ace into Flojami drama bc i love basketball club sm)

but floyd!! spiraling!!! seeing jamil smiling at someone else, a smile that floyd has not been getting aimed his way recently, and just. he needs to be better. no one can know something’s wrong, no one can know how affected he is. if he knew dating jamil would lead to losing him, then floyd would never have risked it. he could have been content with having jamil in his life at all.

i don’t knooowwww i’m just not over the fact that the tweets state in game that moray eels are cowards at heart and don’t strike unless they know they have the winnng blow, but floyd DIDNT know that with jamil, jamil, a predator in his own right, that should have sent the alarm bells ringing, but he risked it ANYWAYSSSS and he lost. he lost.

floyd lying in bed, staring at his phone, at some unanswered messages from long hair npc. his eyes get a little wet, and through the tears, the blur, long hair npc kinda. looks like jamil. he answers.

Ah yes if I'm hurting that means you guys are hurting more, perfect

Assuming this is all after the flojami break up™. The Idea that Floyd lurks for traits in other partners which resemble Jamil in some way is funny, they match Jamil's appearance? They match Jamil's personality? They match SOMETHING about him. You'd just assume Floyd has a type, but nah, he's looking to fill the missing gap inside that was left after Jamil is no longer part of his life.

Floyd had Jamil, but now he doesn't anymore. It was expected, he shouldn't be surprised as he saw it coming. He can now just go back to how things were before he and Jamil got together, it should be easy, but it isn't.

After the break up, you'd think Floyd would just decide dating and romance is boring and not for him, he tried it once and it didn't work out, that should be it. But why didn't anyone warn him that breaking up a relationship would HURT so damn much, he was just broken up with, it's not like he and Jamil can't continue being friends, they can still be a part of each others lives, just not the way Floyd wants to.

If he can't have Jamil, then getting into a new relationship might help him take his mind off him, except Floyd unintentionally dates people who remind him of Jamil. Like a shark to the smell of blood, he can't help but feel attracted to him, instead of dating someone new helping him forget about Jamil, it makes him feel worse by having his new partner look almost exactly like Jamil.

Not only is Floyd suffering because every day he looks at his partner, all he sees is Jamil, which upsets him knowing this person isn't him, meanwhile his partner with the unknown knowledge they're a replacement for Floyd's ex, are doing their best to keep Floyd happy, not knowing their appearance alone is the reason he's upset so often.

A little note my friend wanted me to add as well: what if Floyd in his way to cope, tries to "turn" his partner into Jamil. Buying them gifts Jamil would like, cooking them food Jamil likes, buying them red hoodies, like Jamil's. Yet all his efforts accomplish him nothing, it only makes him feel worse, no matter how much he tries, they aren't Jamil, he can't make them into him nor does he want them to be him.

He doesn't want another sea snake to chase after his tail, he just wants Jamil. And all he can do to cope is pretend this person in his life, is someone else that he wants them to be.

[victim-of-subtraction]

293 ness locks in TRUSTTT TRUST

(ref under the cut)

[jay-faraway]

Tried drawing gokuhoshi in the canon artstyle on paper💀.

I recently got some more acrylic paint markers and wanted to use them.

Here's the lineart too cause I'm a little proud of it:

(Also the art without the overlay effect just in case 💀):

They are in love your honor💙💚.