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i’ve come to realize recently that i have a desperate need to see people that are unhappy in relatively kind/gentle places in fiction, and aren’t punished or ostracized for it. i mean i’m generally not into what other people’s ideas of soft and happy are, and part of that is that you’re generally supposed to like/travel along with characters who are With The Program, in that they’re relatively Good and Functional and have friends and are nice etc
i’ve been told to be happy and Get With The Program a lot. you know that one character in every happy story who’s the jerk, the downer, the guy who always finds something wrong with the situation? i’ve always cared most about that guy because i’ve been that guy. even when situations are truly good, i want there to be space for the people who doubt, who criticize, who simply aren’t happy or friendly people. i don’t want their whole arc to be about Getting Better and becoming part of the general love-fest. i want people to show some respect for not being happy in a ‘happy’ place. or for happiness looking different for some people than it does for the general mass
BONUS shorter, less weird fact: there’s a girl at my work who’s really hecking cute and she said her name was gabrielle and I was like ‘like high school musical’ because i just watched it recently and she was like ‘yep!..... i get that a lot’ and now i want to bury myself in a hole. in the ground













