#whateverwhateverwhatever

[grayscale-sparks]

and if I said perfect for you from next to normal was strattland. what then.

[breadcanvass]

in my head Vincents eyes can really only be described as the lights are off, but someone's home

[stargazers-satellite]

holdingittogetherforeverevenifitfuckingkillsme

[racconburrow]

(い〜やい〜やい〜や)

[violentviolette]

love coming to my aunts for a week for the possibility of seeing my mom only to have her stand me up and bail like she always does

love knowing nothing has changed and im just as disposable and not worth the effort as always

there's always something or someone thats more important than me because im not important. ive never mattered to her and I never will matter to her.

this time it was a dog. great.

[streatfeild]

i’m so close to actually writing some Hoffmann/Ludwig Devrient stuff that no one would read anyway but... it’s tempting. they’re good

[heckolve]

god taking commissions was one of the things i had planned to keep me busy during the summer and,, i can still take point commissions off deviantart but i just,,, god i need to keep myself busy and this is stressing me out?? i wanted to make Actual Cash for my art and not have to go through all the bullshit of converting points and getting Less than what they payed me, or the points not even coming in At All because dA is unreliable

[fortitude-nine-point-eight]

tasty pasta salad for dinner that i had been looking forward to all day but instead i get guilted into feeling like the shittiest piece of garbage on earth and it instantly killed my appetite <3