#whinge whinge

[gemfyre]

Why do I have to accommodate other people neurodivergences but no-one will accommodate mine?

[magitekbeth]

1.) I’m sitting in a coffee shop working on school stuff and? They have a “Mardi Gras Latte” that looks really good (but what is it flavored with? Alcohol? Cinnamon? Purple, green, and gold sprinkles?)  but I ended up ordering a large dark roast coffee with a shot of Irish Cream syrup and it was only 3 bucks and I love independent coffee shops so much. 

2.) I ran into a Writing Center friend and she is really cool. @radiantseraphina she asked about you and still thinks your Fairy Princess Aesthetic is awesome. 

[greenzaku]

I've found that I've become so bitterly cynical that not only do I dread poor representation of trans people in media, I can't even deal with positive representation either; because my logical mind tells me that this is unrealistic in this world and the movie/book/whatever is trying to give people an overly rosy worldview.

[little-big]

I truely hope this is only temporary and things will continue to improve but honestly, fuck this level of fatigue. It took almost two years to recalibrate my expectations of my physical abilities after the rheumatoid arthritis diagnosis at the end of 2019 (between juggling flare ups and getting meds right) and this feels like a kick in the teeth.

I know it will all work out to what it needs to be but it’s frustrating having things I really want to do and having to can it not long after starting because my body and brain nope themselves right out of there.

[justoutofrach]

Blahhhhh I think I’m having some sort of intense phantom period at the moment (haven’t had a real one since 2016 because of my contraceptive implant) as I feel super bloated and irritable and SO uncomfortable

[deadcatwithaflamethrower]

Dear Meatsack: when I announce that I will be doing things this week, that is not your cue to get sick. Sicker. Sick(er). Feverish. WTF ever. IT’S STILL NOT A CUE.

[little-big]

Last night I slept angrily. I was so frustrated and grumpy and overtired:

when I couldn’t get to sleep when I went to bed (took over an hour)

when I couldn’t figure how to get warm in the middle of the night (pulling up the blankets would probably be the most logical idea but logic wasn’t happening at 2:15am)

when my shoulder and wrist were hurting (was laying on them awkwardly)

And all this is feeding into this mornings mood. I was so stiff and sore, my workout sucked - I felt so weak and incapable of doing anything due to the residual muscle tension.

Hoping the day improves... it’s meant to be 37°C (99°F), but there’s tentative plans to go to the beach after work. We’ll see.