#whoknows

[louisstoy]

I feel a deep power within me to expand rail in the US. Either that or the miralax is kicking in

[gloopysblog]

Frankenstein demo

gloopytunes's project on [untitled]

turning poems into songs (trying)

Frankenstein

I wanna fuck & never take my clothes off

I wanna take that feeling and burn it up

toss it in a river, feed it to wild horses

taste my bitterness.

I say shit, fuck, shit & I mean it,

I take a fistfull of baritone

& I swallow it, I wonder

what it feels like

to look like that

me as a man is more

ma-ma-ma-ma-monster with

two different hands, they are

two different colors

one was a soldier's and

one was someone's daughter's

stitched into my arm, there are

scars from the cauter

shit, fuck, shit and I mean it

i take a fistfull of baritone

& I swallow it

could you tell me what it tastes like,

my bitterness?

I wanna fuck, and never take my clothes off

reach out, touch my body

tell me I'm burning up

I made myself warm for you,

a sweaty little hearth

I made myself somebody,

a man from the ground up

shit, fuck, shit and I mean it

I take a fistfull of baritone

just once, I wanna know

what it feels like

to be inside

please?

[thepersonalwords]

You wanna love me for the rest of your life?”“Baby, I’m gonna love you for the rest of my life,” Harry says, pressing a quick, careful kiss to the corner of Louis’ mouth. “I just hope that you want to be loved by me for the rest of your life.

whoknows, Indestructible

[msnsunglassesemoji]

i think susie might die in the weird route…..

[shorthandy]

my eternal struggle as a strange boy . i enjoy fighting but i am scared of seeing people hurt . i wish there was a way to engage in this in a way where i can have one without the other (There are Many Such Ways I Believe)

[hlficlibrary]

✤ Amnesia Fics ✤

A series of posts with the top five fics of each category by kudos plus five more hidden gems from that category! Remember to leave kudos and a comment on the fics you enjoyed to show your appreciation! You can find the library's other recs here.

- Top 5 H/L Fics -

1️⃣ For As Long As I Can Remember (It's Been December) by green_feelings / @greenfeelings {E, 128k}

After recovering from a severe accident that causes Harry to lose his memory of three years, he moves to London to start his life over as a star chef. Little does he know that when he falls in love with Louis at first sight, it’s not the first time they meet.

Featuring an unintentional game of hot and cold, Harry chasing memories that won’t come back, Louis burying himself in work to try and forget what he can’t forget, Liam being torn between two of his best friends, Zayn as a moral compass and Niall saving the day with good music and brutal honesty.

2️⃣ take my hand (and my heart and soul) by bananasandboots / @anylessreal {M, 45k}

Harry feels nauseous when he opens his mouth. "Hey. Um, hi. It's me," he mumbles before realizing with a jolt that Louis might not have his number anymore. "It's Harry... Styles," he tacks on, screwing his eyes shut and pinching the bridge of his nose. This was a terrible idea.

There's silence on the other end for a long time. Harry understands. He shouldn't have called. He tries not to let the static swallow him whole.

"I – yeah. Hi," Louis finally answers, slowly, awkwardly. "I um. Sorry. I heard about your accident. You're alright?"

Or, the one where Harry hasn't spoken to his best friend in sixteen months and can't remember why.

3️⃣ Fugue by iwillpaintasongforlou / @canonlarry {E, 16k}

Harry falls asleep a 17 year-old who lives in Cheshire and is probably rockstar Louis Tomlinson's biggest fan. He wakes up 24 with a wedding ring on his finger, two kids, and Louis Tomlinson attempting to wake him up with a blow job. The doctor calls it organic retrograde amnesia, says he might never get back the last seven years of his life. The only thing that feels the same is how he feels when Louis touches him, and maybe that's enough to make him fall in love all over again.

4️⃣ The Dead of July by whimsicule / @baroness-elsa {M, 117k}

Being an Avenger means continuing to be Captain America and smiling and being honorable for the public and Harry does his best. But it doesn’t give him time to figure out who he is supposed to be once he takes off his uniform and puts the shield to the side. Just being Harry had always involved Louis, and Harry fears he doesn’t know how to exist without him.

or: Harry is Captain America, and Louis’ been dead for 70 years.

5️⃣ Indestructible by whoknows {E, 24k}

“Hi,” Harry murmurs, and Louis hiccups out a sob.

“Hi,” he manages, still clutching onto Harry’s shoulders. Harry’s fingers drift across Louis’ cheeks, and there’s something off about Harry’s expression, but Louis can’t figure out what it is.

“I’m okay,” Harry says, and Louis is going to say something to that, even if he doesn’t know what, except Harry’s kissing him.

Louis freezes.

HIDDEN GEMS:

💎 Stand By Me by MsHydeStylinson / @mizzhydes {E, 100k}

He was almost home when his eyes caught the text sprayed on the wall saying ”Treat People With Kindness”. Yeah, right. He couldn’t help but laugh bitterly. How naïve are some people? The world was too fucking unfair to even consider thinking like that. One day, sooner or later, they would learn their lesson just like everyone else and their own carefully built little Shangri-La would collapse in the blink of an eye. Just like Harry’s had. Poof, and everything had gone.

Or, In the wake of a tragic event, Harry left home at the age of nineteen, leaving behind everything he ever loved. The only thing that kept him going was his passion for music and his dream of making it big in the entertainment world.

What happens when Harry later encounters the man who once broke his heart? Is it possible to find forgiveness for the person who bitterly betrayed him? Could love really prevail despite the trauma he carries with him from his past?

💎 Jade by Halos_Boat / @halohamilton {M, 91k}

Harry was in a shipwreck, lost at sea with an injury to his head that causes him to lose part of his memory. Louis happens to notice the boy and dives in to rescue him, then aiding him to health again with his mother’s help.

Harry may have lost part of his memory, part of his life, but he gained something better than he could have ever imagined; he fell in love with Louis.

But, the life that Harry couldn't remember may just come between them.

The Amnesia AU where Harry and Louis still end up falling in love.

💎 I'm Praying (that you don't burn out or fade away) by @lululawrence {NR, 74k}

“Louis,” Harry breathed happily. His smile widened as he realized he’d finally found him, and he was stood before his soulstar. This was the closest they’d been in 31 Earth years, which had felt extraordinarily long for Harry, even in his star form. He could hardly withhold his happiness at seeing him again.

“Erm, yeah,” Louis said, interrupting Harry’s thoughts with his brows furrowing and looking clearly suspicious. “And you are?”

Harry and Louis are literal stars who have known they were soulmates from their creation eons ago, however when Louis came to Earth to start the next phase of their fated future, he forgot everything. Even Harry.

This leaves Harry to break the rules and instead of waiting for Louis to call him and join him on Earth, he crashes down on his own. Without Louis there to guide him and help him learn how to adjust to having a human body and everything associated with that, Harry has no other choice but to do the best he can.

As Harry tries to correct what has gone wrong, he finds that friendship can be a light even in the darkest night, and through those bonds even separated soulstars can find their fated path once more.

💎 Making Waves by @haztobegood {E, 30k}

After Louis Tomlinson, an arrogant millionaire, is thrown overboard and loses his memory, a mistreated employee convinces him that they are married. Thrust into an unfamiliar life he cannot remember, Louis must learn to live with his new husband and daughters and adjust to a less extravagant life.

Or, the one where Louis can’t remember, Harry needs money, and Niall has a plan. An Overboard AU.

💎 i forget (but i remember you) by honey_beeing {T, 3k}

Where Harry has anterograde amnesia and needs Louis's help sometimes.

[theficpusher]

Know What You Need by nonsensedarling | E | 3805 Harry always thinks he knows what he needs, but Louis knows better.

Fellowship of Eroda by SadaVeniren | E | 5367 “Join our DnD game,” Niall had said. “It’ll be fun,” Liam had said. Neither of them had thought about the fact their DM was Harry Fucking Styles. Though in fairness they didn’t know the full history behind him and Harry Fucking Styles. aka Louis may have had a four night stand with Harry and now he's stuck in a DND campaign with him

Three Cheers for Involuntary Attraction by checkthemargins | E | 7870 The one where Nick is accidentally dating Louis.

Allegro/Adagio by coffinofachimera | E | 9082 Harry sets out to provoke Louis when he fails to give him sufficient attention.

Fuck U Betta by jacaranda_bloom | E | 11438 There’s something about having Louis like this, exposed and desperate, that makes a primal urge bubble up from deep inside Harry’s chest. Desire mixed with something else, something unquantifiable. It’s the thing that makes them want this, need this. Nothing else will satisfy them or quench their thirst. OR the one where Harry likes the thrill of the chase, Louis likes to be chased, and everyone gets what they need… in the end.

Why we can't have nice things by SilverStuff50 | E | 12100 "Lou has gone home," he muttered. "I tried to persuade him to come back but he's fed up of being constantly whined at." He looked pointedly at Harry, who huffed and shrugged. "Excuse me Liam, I wasn't whining," Harry whined. "He had a dig at me remember." Liam shook his head tiredly, and guided a now slightly limp Zayn over to the sofa. "It wasn't a dig Harry," he said quietly as Zayn snuggled into him and glared at Harry again, before nuzzling into his boyfriend's chest. "You were complaining about your ex and all Louis said was that he Dommed you badly. You were literally saying the same yourself a second before. He was agreeing with you." "He said I was brat!" Harry shouted, standing up now, indignant. "You are a fucking brat!" Zayn's voice was a bit muffled into Liam's chest but Harry could hear the anger in his voice. OR Harry is being a brat. He knows it, his friends know it, and most of all, Louis Tomlinson knows it.

Kiss Me Once, Kiss Me Twice by harriblou | M | 13487 “You’re a fucking brat, you know that,” Harry muttered through clenched teeth, bones already burning with the pure desire and hatred mixing in his body. It was an intoxicating rush of adrenaline and something else that probably came with fucking Louis Tomlinson. He squeezed his neck just a little tighter. “I can’t stand it.” Their lips were brushing against each other, just moving with the ragged movements of their mouths and harsh breathing. “You’re a lying piece of shit dickhead,” Louis muttered right back. That was all he did, challenge and nag. He loved to have the last word and Harry let him because he used all his energy to fuck him mindless.

Death Wish by Speechless | E | 22067 Louis hates vampires, he lives his life trying to kill as many as he can, night after night, year after year. He hates them. Then why the fuck is he kissing one? Again. “I mean it, Harry.” Louis says, into his mouth this time. “You need to get the fuck away from me.”

PA [Series] by whoknows | E | 59243 Harry doesn’t think of himself as a womanizer, not at all. Sure, he enjoys sex, enjoys how women feel underneath him, and by some people’s standards he has sex with quite a lot of people, but that’s no reason to tell him that he can’t have a female PA anymore. It’s especially no excuse for giving him a male PA who’s possibly the most gorgeous boy in the world who won’t even let Harry look at him for too long. Sometimes Harry hates his life.

[hillmon]

OK im standing Up im washing my Face im getting Dressed For Actually maybe ill walk that ugly ass dog (i love her). and then i might make blinkies while i wait for baseball