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i could have been a vampire

@muutos ( vamp ! ves ) said : “You invited the dark in—and I came hungry.”

SHE'S SPENT LONG ENOUGH ANGRY AT HER MAKER , long enough screaming at him in her head where she's not sure he could hear her . she's spent long enough wondering why she hadn't been good enough for him to keep her near him , why she deserved to be left for dead in the middle of the woods . she's spent long enough wondering why the most she was given was a bed of leaves and a dilapidated old shed to keep her out of the sun . it's been months since SHE HUNTED HIM DOWN , following a pull that she could only assume was the string that tied her forever to her sire . a sire she hadn't wanted , a sire she hadn't asked for , a sire who seemed to hate her very existence so why had she even bothered ?

it had started as a need to piss him off , to REMIND HIM OF HER EXISTENCE , to show him that she had survived without his help out of pure spite . with every step that had drawn her closer towards him , every cut tearing through her foot or branch scratching at her cheek , her anger had grown . every question she'd had meshed into a cacophony of voices shouting and begging for answers she doesn't even know if he can give her . answers she's not completely sure that she wanted because who wants to hear that they're worthless , that they're less than the DIRT ON SOMEONE'S SHOE . not even worth leaving a note or a guide to tell her how to survive when the sun burns and food seems to turn to nothing in her mouth .

she had done it all on her own . and she had made sure he knew that . made sure he knew that when she was standing in his doorway , dirty and disheveled , that she hadn't needed him . that she had figured it out on her own despite him seeming to want her to waste away . that she'd figured out how to survive , that she COULD FIND HIM WHEN SHE WANTED . and that if he could leave her for dead , she could make herself comfortable in his home because it was only fair , wasn't it ? she hadn't expected to be banished to a completely different wing or to be left with no one to talk to except for the workers who seemed to want to keep their distance as much as possible . so EVEN WHEN SHE'S WON SHE'S LOST .

the loneliness is driving her crazy . being separated from everyone and everything , having no one to even have a real conversation with , having little to do except raiding books from a library that she could at least be thankful was BOTH EXTENSIVE AND IMPRESSIVE . the only thing keeping her mind from melting away into nothing but hunger and anger . weeks turned to months and she still had yet to see her sire outside of a brief pass in the halls when she dared to adventure further than her wing despite the piercing voice telling her to stay away . why should she listen to anyone anymore ? she's lost everything … what else can he do ? kill her properly ? that WOULDN'T BE SO BAD , would it .

in the silence of her room , she's taken to screaming out at the ceiling , shouting to the universe at anyone who would listen , yelling about how unfair if was after she'd done so much for a galaxy that never thanked her . a universe that thought it a cruel joke to trap her in place with someone MORE ALOOF THAN THE DOCTOR had ever been . at least he'd been interested in conversation and her . she didn't have to sit in silence , screaming at nothing to try to get his attention . and she knows she could probably make the trek to his quarters , but she's tired of being the one to chase everything .

how long had she been shouting ? how long had she been complaining to the universe about being unwanted , about how all she wanted was something WORTH YELLING ABOUT but all she had was a series of rooms that she'd explored at least twice , a library , and a man down the hall who wanted nothing to do with her and she couldn't understand . how is she supposed to understand when every atom of her being is begging to be closer to him and she hates it . hates that she can feel it , that she SO DESPERATELY JUST WANTS him to notice her , acknowledge her , spend some time with her .

she blinks and he's suddenly standing there , looming over her where she's sprawled on a couch , head and hair tossed over the arm of it . were her heart beating it would have stopped . she blinks up at him , taking a long moment to comprehend his words before pulling herself to sitting . she had known he could PROBABLY HEAR HER , she just had never thought he'd do a damn thing about it . “ hungry ? hungry ? you came hungry ? ” brows pinch in frustration , eyes narrowing in anger . “ isn't that how all of this started ? except … i didn't invite you for that one and if i had , i wouldn't have asked to be made a pariah and LEFT BEHIND BY EVEN YOU . i'm not sure what i even have that could satiate said hunger . i'm already dead . what else could you want ? ”

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my sweet girl Sundae aged into a teen and while I was looking at her I noticed her teeth looked a lil different when she smiled so i wanted to look closer see if her teeth were something other than like the generic teeth cuz her teeth were kinda crooked as a kid

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