Oct 17, 2025
thinking a lot about eris who could not help but to look at lucien with sadness and regret as he passed him by tonight
#acotar#eris vanserra#i’m going to throw up#in the midst of this non-acknowledgment standoff too#beron doesn’t acknowledge lucien#lucien doesn’t acknowledge beron#lucien doesn’t acknowledge eris#eris nods to the night court#(after they make satisfied noises about him being brutally injured)#((which feyre interprets as him expecting to call in the debt))#(((i love everyone always assuming the worst of him. always)))#none of them acknowledge him#let alone lucien#but eris#eris could not help but look to his youngest brother#with sadness#with regret#because his love pours out of the cracks of him#all the time#BUT NO ONE EVER LOOKS AT HIM LONG ENOUGH TO SEE IT#NO ONE EVER LOOKS PAST HIS FACE TO SEE HIM TRUE#AND EVEN WHEN THEY DO LOOK AT HIM#ALL THEY SEE IS HIS CRUELTY#SOMEONE WHO DESERVES TO BE MISTREATED#IM GOING TO FUCCJCJINGNGGG THROW UPPPPPO
