I haven't asked someone on a date in 11 years boy I am so awkward whyyyyy

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I haven't asked someone on a date in 11 years boy I am so awkward whyyyyy
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i just want to go out and see a really good fucking band and get absolutely wasted and kiss a nice guy and forget all about you
Help?
Agh
I want to write an email to admissions to remind them of my interest
but I don't know what to how to say
help
please?
cover letters can go die.