#woagh...................okay............................................

[swedenis-h]

..gulp … . (X)

[keysmashing-bees]

Some random things I liked about the reprise(spoilers!!):

Everyone zipping around in office chairs!!

Ted’s entrance(see above)

Melissa’s clipboard having cat stickers on the back <33

The nine full seconds of silence before Bill responds to Paul about going to Beanie’s

The cameos in La Dee Dah Dah Day

Will’s character in Cup of Roasted Coffee(Rudolph i think?) being the one to put the tip in the jar

Pete taking a sip from Rudolph’s coffee

Charlotte being genuinely amazed by alexa dimming the lights

The portrait of Hidgens on the wall

“Greg” miming baseball instead of football in Show Stopping Number

Ted jumping up and down when he sees the military

The meteor!!! It looks so cool!!! And it GLOWS

The hive’s “we will not be resisted” being the nmt theme/motif??? Holy shit???

[lesbianlizzybennet]

"duty had helped keep them together" not to diminish the solemnity of their secret quest but i think the memory (and perhaps continuation thereof) of the lesbian sex might have played some sort of role!!!

[goodtimeswithyourdad]

no wonder this guy dies all the time he's dumb as fuck. just no sense of urgency at all

[foxgirlstars]

Been in a rut and got back into HDG badly. Like, I read so many fics in the last few days. You need to read A Beast at Bay if you're into HDG. I cried so hard.

Subffini... woagh...

[murdocs-sweetheart]

Literally so hard to shake the feeling tho, that he wouldn’t like me, let alone love me like I love him…

I KNOW it’s selfship, we’re playing touys but STILLLL :((((

I’m going to write down all the reasons I have to believe that he would love me and you all are going to see it. Because I said so/lh

1.) I am kinda a fuckign freak like him/pos we are both extremely Strange people, just decidedly different flavors of Strange and Unusual

2.) but I am also in some ways the furthest you could get from a personality like his. He likes that. For a lot of reasons.

3.) regarding the above, namely, I am incredibly sensitive to basically every type of stimuli, be that physical or emotional. He really loves how easily affected I am bc it makes it that much easier to get me flustered.

4.) On some level, I get that feeling of Otherness. Similar to number 1 but different in that I’ve always done my damnest to feel like a person, a real human being where Murdoc has intentionally distanced himself from his humanity. He’s pulling it out of the attic inside his mind and dusting it off for me and Cassian tho.

5.) contrary to what I believe most days, I AM intelligent. Not a genius by any means but he doesn’t want that anyways, just someone quick enough to keep up with his jokes and someone deep enough to philosophize with in the wee hours of the morning when we both really should be asleep.

6.) and adding to number 5, he likes that I am smart in ways that are different from him. He has a jack of all trades sort of knowledge but he admires my dedication to a few specific things that I like learning about. I worry a lot that he doesn’t really think of me as being smart bc my range of knowledge isn’t nearly as wide as his but he reminds me that he’s had a few more years on this earth to accrue knowledge. I’m doing just fine for my age, he tells me and to trust him. I do.

7.) he likes that I am willing to try hard to get what I want. Mostly in regard to my education, persevering through calculus bc I know I will be able to better understand the things I love in physics if I do. But also in terms of my own life, I’ve clawed my way back from a near death experience of my own creation and I’m living now. He’s never dealt with depression, not like I have, and he’s in awe of the strength it must take for me just to exist, even if I don’t always see it that way.

8.) he likes that I challenge his worldviews. I don’t even do it intentionally either, I just exist and it’s a startling reminder of the sanctity of life for Murdoc. It doesn’t stop him from killing (at least not for awhile after we get together and I’m clearly very distraught by it). But it does make him think. Maybe he is wrong about some things…

9.) I am not perfect. He knows that nobody’s perfect but some people are closer to it than others. I’m not one of those people. Yes, yes I’m perfect to him, blah blah, and that’s what he tells me too bc it’s the kind thing to do and he wants to be kind to me. But we both know I’m not perfect. The truth is, he wants someone a little broken. Even he’s not really sure why. But he’s not perfect either and that hasn’t stopped me from adoring him. He loves that our love is predicated on the assumption that neither of us are capable of perfection and that we’re both aware of and okay with this. It’s this kind of unspoken thing. But we both know.

10.) I love him. Plain and simple. It’s not to say he’d take anyone’s adoration at face value but with me it’s so easy. It’s easy to be loved by me and to love back, he finds, much to his initial surprise. And it’s so obvious how raw and real the emotions I feel for him are. He loves that about me. All that unfiltered energy directed at him through a sieve of pure love. Murdoc loves that I love him in such an earnest way it can’t be mistaken for anything else and he finds himself returning that love back to me tenfold.

Bonus: im sillay goofy and really receptive to his jokes, even when they are particularly dark. We both love to laugh. And it’s so much better with somebody else to share it with, he finds, much to his surprise. He shouldn’t be surprised by now. He should realize that virtually everything in his life has been improved by my presence but it still strikes him in a really intense way sometimes. <3

[king-apollogy]

So how we feeling everyone!

[m1ckeyb3rry]

okay the name i picked for this mf’s sister i like a lot BUT SOMETIMES FROM AN ANGLE IT’S A LITTLE SILLY .. however now i am attached to it SO I CANNOT CHANGE IT