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There are 12 mentions, a dozen (like a dozen red roses 🌹), of the word LOVE in the Murderbot Diaries
As one of the comments (from KosKat—thank you KosKat!) points out:
“You know what I find fascinating about these dozen mentions of love? They all have negative connotations. Possible exceptions:
I love you, armor, and I'm never leaving you again. But even here, Murderbot's using that as a shield.
ART loved its crew, like, a lot. But there's a sense that Murderbot's doesn't "get it"/is bewildered by that love, and then of course there's the fact that it finds their deaths really sad and unfair.
"No, the font was lovely." Perhaps not a negative connotation, but neither is the word being used in earnest.
And the absolute minefield:
Then Amena said, "Do you love my second mother?" Huge loaded question there!
The rest are all sarcastic and/or disgusted uses of the word "love". Really highlights how Murderbot views the concept, and I empathize. But also... it makes me a little sad.”
Their are thirteen (13) laughs in The Murderbot Diaries
No laughs in All Systems Red (two slaughters)
No laughs in Artificial Condition
Two (2) laughs in Rogue Protocol
She laughed and her dark eyes crinkled. “We’re finally going, Miki!”
Don Abene, being lovely with Miki
“I’m excited!” Miki echoed. “We will do a good assessment, and then we can have a new assignment.”
Ejiro laughed. “I hope it’s that easy.”
More Miki associated gaiety
Three (3) laughs in Exit Strategy (and a slaughter)
Ratthi walking when he was tired after a long day, absorbed in a conversation as he walked with Arada and Overse, laughing and pretending to defend himself as Pin-Lee threw a cushion at him, running as we frantically loaded a hopper to escape.
Ratthi possibly being a little flirty with Pin-Lee
I stepped out of the pod into dark purple clouds, lightning, simulated rain, and the startled yelps and laughter of the waiting passengers.
Yelps and laughter—during Murderbot’s dramatic manipulation of the artificial thunderstorm
She started to laugh, then her face did something complicated and she hugged me.
Mensah being lovely with Murderbot
No laughs in Fugitive Telemetry
Network Effect contains eight (8) laughs (but given its greater length the density is comparable to the novellas) and two (2) slaughters.
He led her into the darkened house, and she stumbled on a low table. She giggled and he laughed. Sounding way more intoxicated than he actually was, he said, "Wait, I got it," and tapped the house's feed to turn on the lights.
It’s the horrible Marne, pretending to be intoxicated with Amena
It also sounded vaguely like the break-up part of the romance scenes on the shows I watched, most of which I usually skimmed over. I said, "It's not me, it's you."
Mensah being lovely with Murderbot
"Poor thing was dead," Unidentified Two= Target Two responded, and laughed. Poor thing. I think a capillary just burst inside one of my organic parts.
Target Two is going to regret that
Target Two's gray face went surprised, then furious. It was kind of funny. This was a point where if I was a human (ick) I might have laughed. I decided to go with my first inclination and kill the shit out of some ass-faced hostiles instead. I told the Targets,
"Angry, then afraid, then dead. Is that the right order?"
What did I say? Murderbot associating laughter with humans, and here with a sort of cruel laughter
Eletra shoved her hair back and looked exhausted. "They did something that knocked us unconscious in the shuttle. One moment we were there, the next we were lying on the deck in this ship, and those gray people were laughing at us. I don't know what happened to the others."
More cruel laughter from the Targets (gray people)
If I sound calm, I was actually not calm. I thought I'd had control of the situation (sort of control, okay? don't laugh) and then it had unraveled rapidly.
Please don’t laugh at Murderbot, it’s really not a good idea (Ras has just shot it at this point so it’s not feeling its best anyway)
ART would have laughed at an attack like that. (Actually, ART would have laughed at the part where it sent back a code bundle that would have eaten my face.)
Murderbot thinking of ART laughing—which is nice…sort of? Code bundles which eat your face probably aren’t really nice. Also, at this point Murderbot still thinks ART is dead (sob)
Some of these laughs are actually gentle and warm, those with Miki for example. Mensah laughs warmly with Murderbot…
But many of the laughs are dark—Marne’s laughter is deceptive. The Targets’ laughter is cruel…and when Murderbot imagines ART laughing it’s not a kind laugh