I read evrey post on this account tonight... why- did I post literally anything that I did ever? Like wtf was I doing?
Illegal activities, drugs, alcohol, sexual implications, feeding on lust, sins, masturbating, blasphemy, wanting to be a priest, God complex, desperation, and vampires/vampyrs.
Like that is the main description of my account. Which I've had since I was 13/14 :( I almost wanna start over and forget about this monstrosity of an acc.
I've always hated this acc with a deep passion, but I do believe it is about time I start over.
I am hardly even "compte Jaques" anymore aswell, I don't even really speak French on a regular basis anymore.
Like I am not Jack, ya' know like I've changed.
I honestly tried so fucking hard to stick to old habits but due to unforseen circumstances everything is diffrent now. Things are real, ya' know?
I may one day tell you about what I am talking about, but at this very second, it would not be in good taste to tell you anymore than I just did.
Now, writing this I have indeed decided on abandoning this account, and that means all my other accounts associated with this one.
I do not want to stop being on this app, I'm an adult now (been an adult for like 6(?) months already) and I feel disgusted with my posts. Especially the ones of sexual nature, now I will not delete anything- frankly, this account and the old one before it are archives of how I was.
I'm different now... I swear to all that is holy, I'm different...
To an individual: I did not say anything in your asks, besides that one time when I was trying to contact you. sincerely the only reason why I had tried to contact you was what I told you in my message. Since you called me by my name on here, I feel I have the right to ya' know answer you're speculation. I would never, not anymore at least say what that ask had said. That is ya' know illegal. Now, I'm sorry in every possible way, especially for me contacting you. Ofc, I'm not gonna broadcast anymore on anything about you other than this statement.
So- stay tuned for updates on my new account.
I'm sorry for this being so ooc, and like not talking all fancy and shit. This is me, not some fucking charecter that I play, ok?