Bad Days & Appetite
Im in the point of my life where If Im having a bad day, I can put all the negativities and focus them on my appetite. Making me not fucking hungry.
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Bad Days & Appetite
Im in the point of my life where If Im having a bad day, I can put all the negativities and focus them on my appetite. Making me not fucking hungry.
experiencing living completely alone the past few days has been really rad, I'm realizing how raw I feel & man life is fucking beautiful. I have nothing to complain about, and I appreciate everyone's presence even more so!
Nothing makes me re-evaluate my life quite like sobbing while sitting on the floor of the locker room at work does
I'm going mad.
I cant wait to be out of this place and be who I really am.
I miss the little things like being able to wear my nose ring (I have to wear a clear stud to work,) going somewhere worth the effort of makeup and actually being able to see the people I love.
It just feels like time has stopped. Everything is standing still and my dreams have stopped along with them. I know its all silly but I am so sick of waiting..
Come in December, let these months fllllyyyy byyyy
Immortality
while talking to my heroin chic assistant at work yesterday, we accidentally created a dystopian alternate world.
lets say in 20 years there is a vaccine that makes you immortal. you stop aging a year after you take it, you never get sick, or tired. you remember everything clearly, and your mind opens up, letting you think faster and better than ever before, as it prepares for centuries of memories. you can still die, of course, but you will never die of old age.
the downside is complete infertility, in men and women, and there will never be a cure for that side effect. there is also no way to reverse the vaccine. so, if you take it, you will never age, but you will never have children. to ensure this, lets put a timer on the vaccine. for it to work you have to take it before you turn 21.
if the vaccine is shared with anyone who wants it, for no cost, and everyone is given the same access, the world will be split in two: those who turned it down, for a family, a natural, normal life, and the immortals.
i saw the immortals becoming a ruling class. surely, after a hundred years or so those who first took the vaccine would have built up more understanding, connections and wealth than most others. they could easily lever themselves into power, besides; if you were going to live forever you'd want to be stimulated and comfortable.
would this turn the mortals into a working class? surely the immortals couldn't hoard their growing knowledge. learning more and more, collaborating with each other until the end of time. the world could become Fritz Lang's Metropolis, with the intellectual immortals ruling the workers below. wielding their power and status, to keep themselves strong forever.
my assistant and i decided we'd choose immortality.
we don't pay much attention to our actual job.