#write more later

[kelaoidos]

Come to hell with me And we'll be living free Safe away from holy tyranny For all damned eternity

[pack-systems-child]

they need names, but im gonna use numbers 1 to 4 bc i just dont wanna name them its an artist desicion. maybe ill think about something for the body. maybe alex but im side railing bc there r more important things

glowing eyes under the mask. different for each. i read about colors in encient egypt (since its very-very loosely-loosely based on egypt mythology) and ot matched most of what i wanted already yay. so white for number 1 (literally me) and red for 4 (adult protector)

THE CAPE CUS ITS COOL

[amdir]

tiny post: amdir’s clan has 6 genders

[go-to-oiwkawa]

IM SO MAD RN SO MAD I'M IDK DUDE I log on Twitter using the lab's computer and there's a fanart of a boy x boy like lmao I don't mind but dude DUDE IT WAS IDK MAN IM IN PUBLIC I closed the tab asap but omg this guy behind me started choking and then laughing lmao a few minutes later I log on tumblr bc im bored af and ofc there's boys making out on the bed LIKE HOW? !? I THOUGHT I FOLLOWED PORN FREE ACC WTF WTF I panicked so bad I started clicking random stuff to make it disappear lmao lmao lmao

[pairodicelost]

The other night I looked for you I looked for you you weren’t there

I looked for you at the party that night and then I looked next door

I thought you might have gone on home and were waiting for me there

I thought you might have gone before me but that I’d find you there.

[fulloflesbeans]

I received a message

The person who sent me the message told me to screenshot the whole story, but I sadly don’t know how to screenshot on my laptop. I deeply apologize that I cannot do that!

To summarize the whole thing, the whole message was about a girl who said she read my stories, more like Before the Camera, and that the story made her feel nice and think that one day she’ll find her own Ruby. Like, she very much relates to Sapphire in that story and made her feel good.

Of course, my reaction is very hard to describe. First, It warms my heart whenever I get reviews and some personal messages telling me how great the chapter was or how great my stories are, in general! I spent a lot of time writing stories for myself, but halfway through I start believing whatever I’m writing is not good, thus I start to get lazy and then the story starts to lose flavor, depth, and basically my attention. If I haven’t decided on writing that dumb story when I curse in every line of it, then there would be no joeymoey. Every time I finish a new story, it’s a brand new accomplishment I never knew I needed.

But also, I’m still just a Junior in high school. I hate everyday that goes by I can’t work on a new chapter, simply because I have so much work or my mom wants to spend time with her, or maybe that, I don’t feel up for anything and that’s the worse. But to know that there’s people out there that genuinely enjoy what I write (which are sometimes completely silly or rushed because I have no time) and basically inspiring and making people feel nice or making their day. If I could, I would hug everyone who has ever took the time out to read my material and personal thank everyone. To me, everyone who reads, reviews, or even personally messaging me, you are my inspiration. You are my hope. Because of everyone, I want to pursue writing and drawing, and even maybe having my own show on Cartoon Network!

Back to the message, I especially want to meet that girl. The message reads: “… There’s this little girl, maybe 12, and she plays her uke on this street corner in the heat of the city for money. And a few days ago, I was going up to her uke case, to give her a few bucks, and my phone went off. She looked at me and asked, “What was that?” I laughed “It’s my Tumblr.” “Who is it?” (As if Tumblr was a person) “It’s my favorite writer. Do you wanna read a bit?” She nodded. I showed her a chapter from before the camera. And when she was done reading she looked at me and said, “That made me feel nice.” I smiled and asked why. She said, “well, my parents are dead and my step parents put me in an orphanage. But I left and now I’m here. I don’t have anyone to help me through my depression, I feel like that sapphire girl. But, my name is Ruby. And…this made me feel good, because it made me think that one day, I might find my own Ruby.” Then the message just: ….THIS FUCKING CHILD IS HELPED BY YOUR STORIES AND SHE TOLD ME TO SAY THANK YOU”

I would never in my life expect to help others through words on a screen. Especially not at my current age and my semi-amateur writing skills. But, inspiring and help others through words on a screen is what I aspire to do now. I never feel like giving up anymore. And I never want anyone who reads my stuff give up on what they love too. Thank you. 

[3ammonologue]

We all wander through the world, looking for the one who knows the echo to our own world...

[aweebit-mulder]

XFiles S01e20, Darkness Falls

With Olympic National Forest, talk of monkey wrenching, and quarantine procedures (I am a PNW interdisciplinary health student and former frequenter of rad spaces.), this hit both literally and figuratively close to home.

Off-topic fansquee:

1. Scully's outfits in this episode are on point.

2. I may dress like Scully, but I am definitely Mulder. So Mulder. Wow.

3. Shoulder touching!!!

But, Holy crap.

I'm not sure what is most terrifying--the rave-green neon carnivorous quasi-fireflies, the flagrant illegal logging, the way the govt. scientist in Winthrop tells Mulder that failure to eradicate the creatures is "Not an option", or the fact that Scully seems actually shook up. (Okay, maybe not so much on that last one, but still.) The way the ranger Moore, Scully, and Mulder react to sunrise is like after a night in the a zombie film. Humphreys is unsurprisingly unlikable (security for a major company being lampshaded in the XFiles?

Noooo.

) I wish Spinney, an eco-activist/terrorist, had been fleshed out more.

 Scully seemed to be dealing with her discomfort with being possibly devoured by quarantine-worthy carnivorous CGI monsters by spouting science trivia in a slightly more overt way usual. (It is still rather more graceful than I would have done.) Darkness Falls also continues the trend that started in "Fire"*(S1e12) [in between the sexual tension fest]. Scully is forced to not only come to terms with increasingly apparent corruption in government, but also the fact that the world may be spookier than she had ever imagined.

I'm definitely going to re-watch this episode when I am in less pain.