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[prettydumbheart]

Where The Wildflowers are...

Even the flowers I bought grew tired of waiting and my love's still not awaken my mind sometimes wonders in circles would you be in somewhere crowded or in the coffee shop I go on Sundays? I hope I'm not the hunter because I stopped dancing with cons who call themselves lovers in lieu, I embark on this path where the wildflowers are growing.

[captains-log-1997]

every night, I want more hours than normal. when it's dark and only moonlight stays beside me, I get to be who I really am. I am sad. and I get to be that.

in the morning, I am forced to be a person. I have to move or others will complain about me feeling the way I do. so to move from their way, I put on a smile and I wave and I say 'good morning'. I move like I'm another person. I talk like I don't have a broken heart.

but at night, it's like I'm home. I get to look at myself and see who I am. I get to hold my own hand and feel the way I feel. at night, I am myself and I'm angry there's not much hours to be spent.

[prettydumbheart]

Tossing and Turning

You stay by the fire intertwined with her hand not with mine that love's twisted disguise not enough to fill the abyss of your mind infidelity hiding within those eyes my reflection haunting your nights blind hoping, it's me with you tonight.

[prettydumbheart]

I'm not gonna lie

I ought to stay auburn of you

you relish my presence

and I ruminate you

but you turned to be the renegade

fleeting, that night in February

can't we go back to those September nights?

[prettydumbheart]

I Love You(s)

My hands trembled after what you said a poem sprouts from my heart but thorns never fail to be defensive I cracked a joke like I didn't hear it but my mind grew a garden as your voice echoes in and out and my heart laments for the same words I should have said

[prettydumbheart]

Sunset Sky

In your world I am the sunset sky— when you looked me in the eyes you felt the warmth of my golden hues the sun awakened the fiery red in you when I painted your blue skies pink and as you ventured through the night I was that calming blue unfolding the purple side of you I was that fleeting moment tattooed in your head for I am the sunset sky.

[prettydumbheart]

My Poetry

You're someone I can touch but afraid to stain bottling up this feeling now it screams

I watch the flame until it's blue my heart almost succumb to your pull on the brink to end my misery with your company but I chose to turn you into poetry

[prettydumbheart]

You planted the seeds

it somehow grew

awakening this muscle memory

I found myself sinking

but I didn’t swim

for I knew your love wasn’t evergreen

so I savored it