My family probably thinks I'm insane.
So a few months ago I came up with this cool idea for a short story, started writing it, didn't like that beginning, wrote another beginning, and then got distracted by other projects. Then yesterday out of LITERALLY NOWHERE I got super motivated to keep working on this story while riding my bike. So I came home and I printed out my two beginnings (which are actually both good in different ways) and I spliced them together in a different notebook. I was working quietly for a while but then I just had to ask my brother's opinion on a scene, and then I was explaining half of the plot to him, and then I was kinda just yelling about it with him and two of our other siblings (there are eight of us). Later that night I was talking to my older sister about concert tickets or something, but also still writing, and I just said, "so, dystopian corrupt government." She gets scared when I use the word dystopian. I was trying to ask her opinion on a plot factor, but she wasn't all that helpful, so I went back to my brothers' room (they were in bed but not asleep yet) and asked my one brother (same one as before) what I should do, and he actually helped me figure out the plot. At some point I was also explaining to my parents why my character, Jayke, has a y in the middle of his name and ended up feeling stupid (even though I still fully support J-A-Y-K-E, despite what his math teacher has to say). Even later that night I declared to my sister that Jayke is kinda a blob, as in he doesn't have much of a personality yet, he just exists for the sake of it, and to narrate and forfeit his house as a hangout. In explaining this, I needed to give her a rundown of every character and their personality traits. Today I asked my sister for song recommendations from a certain artist that sound like they'd be in an intense movie. Why? I was making a playlist for the story that has apparently taken over my life. Is this normal? It kinda smells like a hyperfixation.














