#wtfneha

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I've been in the library and had my shit all ready and laid out for studying and my ass has been on my phone for 30 min #rip

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ok fuck this

I just want to feel happy. I want to fucking do what I can do instead of feeling dead and bed and that nothing in this life matters. I fuckin hate depression I just want to feel happy and joyful and idk hopeful about things. I speaking this into my existence for myself. I'm gonna be a boss ass bitch. imma fucking wake up and care of my body in the morning and stop fucking shoving shit into it like dumpster trash human I was. I'm gonna create the most sickest shit ever. 2019 is now about being creating and inspiring and u can @ me about that. Yass bitch, we gonna uplift those who need it and instead of saying fuck u to ignorant sluts, we gonna fucking educate those hoes with facts and love. acceptance is the actual major key. I dont even gucking now anymore this year will be about growth and acceptance of myself and how imma navigate my life from now on. fuck feeling anxious, fuck depression. I'm grabbing that bitch by the balls and taking motherfucking charge of my damn life.

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I took these on v day and I look cute ?? So here 💕💕💖💖🌸🌸🌸

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So is there a word for not doing enough and doing way too much at the same time

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So quick rant. So I love parties. Buy I'm bad at socializing in them, like so bad idk how to say words or do things and its horrible Like sometimes I can get away with not saying anything and listening but I have this thing where I stare at the person like intensely and I don't mean to but it just happens because I'm admiring evry detail of that person like this person is so pretty or so handsome like A++ on the outfit hun and I just can't get the words out cause I have so much to say and I'm not trying to rude LIKE IM SO SORRY I JUST THINK YOUR GORGEOUS PLEAS E DONT THINK IM WEIRD

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Is2g I like girls that are waaaaaay out of my league, like calm down stop falling for girls that u can't form sentences around like fuck

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I get overwhelmed really easily like the lady just asked for my age and I panicked and said I was 11 I'm 20.

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I'm literally so hairy like why tf was I so cold this winter