#xiko rambles

[xikoatl]

Gwen would a 100% ask Miles if he'd still love her if she were a worm and he'd a 100% say no just to mess with her.

[xikoatl]

Nevermind I just finished the chapter 6, what the actual FUCK was that???? Hello?????

Spoilers & more rambling below cut

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Wait so like if J was that heart flesh thingy in chapter 2 and the drones on the elevator thingy building said they'd already dealt with murder Drones then??? Does that mean we're gonna meet more murder Drones??? Is V gonna be alive still because she's gonna turn into the giant worm thingy Uzi said??? What the fuck???

And also the fact that V let go of N and actually verbalized trusting Uzi to keep N safe says so much because like, while I don't ship NxV I know they were probably the only thing they had for a long time, though it seems like V didn't remember N when they became murder Drones until Uzi looked into their memories???

The fact that N is finally having someone that loves him and treats him like his own person (I love Uzi for saying that) means so much to me because N is such a nice guy and he deserves to be with someone that knows how it feels to be left out and to be an outcast, which is exactly why Uzi is perfect for him.

I love that the series makes emphasis on letting the robots be themselves and actually gives them development and we can see how they change over the chapters, V became less and less agressive towards N but it's so slow and subtle you can barely catch it, and I love it. I love that they all have their own traumas and they don't magically wake up heal and perfect one day.

I do wonder why V seemed such a nice robot when she was a maid but is very defensive as a murder drone, considering the fact that N nor J change very much.

Also, Tessa??? I do think she has ulterior motives and do not really believe the whole "Earth blew up" shit. I do not think she's a bad person but she is definitely hiding something from N and V to be able to manipulate them and achieve her objective.

I fucking love this series man

[xikoatl]

GUYS HOLY SHIT I JUST WATCHED THIS TIKTOK (it's in Spanish so just keep that in mind) AND LOOK

THE OTHER TWO STANDS ARE UZI AND N, IN THAT ORDER. ARE THEY ACTUALLY GONNA KILL THEM??? WHAT???

I saw someone say that Glitch said there would only be 8 chapters, I don't really know where they got that from but a lot of people were agreeing in the comments and now I'm scared. Are they actually gonna kill Uzi and N? Is he gonna have to choose between her and the universe???

I also saw that there was going to be a second season, so are they just gonna leave us with like a heart-wrenching ending in chapter 8 and then let us suffer for like months until season 2 comes out???

Do not talk to me I am a puddle of tears.

[xikoatl]

Does anyone else (autistic) get this chest-ache (?) whenever they think about their hyperfixiations and everything gets so overwhelming and you start feeling bad because you realize they don't exist irl and it just pains you so much? /gen 😭

[xikoatl]

My emotional stability depends on two silly little murder robots and that they end up together

[xikoatl]

I need to talk to someone with autism that understands me perfectly when I say that the mere thought of my hyperfixations make my heart ache so bad that I think I might be having a heart attack for a second

[xikoatl]

Just a reminder that having ADHD does not mean you're not allistic and that saying stuff like "that's so cringe" or "I'm neurodivergent but not that neurodivergent" when seeing autistics stim is ableist as fuck and you should rethink your life choices because you're just as bad as the people that wants us (ALL NDs) gone :)

[xikoatl]

We need to stop asking people which animal is their fursona and rather ask which Pikmin are they

Tag yourself I'm Blue Pikmin