#xisuu

[nopsoppers]

HAPPY BIRTH SLAB OF FISH FRIEND

thank u Birb Pal

[simplystegosaurus-old-blog]

I sometimes believe that it is not clear how much I actually value my friends. I understand that sometimes I can isolate myself and I can babble embarrassingly over getting upset by simple things and it hurts me that my brain seems to make me believe that these are the reasons my friends may want nothing to do with me.

I find it difficult at times to come to terms with the fact that my friends do want me around; that they understand I’m dealing with some bad mental health issues and how that can askew my behavior at times.

I just don’t want them to feel bad because of me and that they understand that even when I’m getting upset over stupid, simple things that I do love and appreciate them regardless and that I feel really pathetic afterwards.

Just.

I don’t know where I would be without Lottie checking up on me now and again, asking me out into social situations to break me free of my self isolation and anxiety that comes with that. The fact that we have this nigh unbreakable bond is incredibly important to me

And my sweet Hippo, who would drop everything to make sure that I was getting into a good head-space and how she constantly assures me that although things are not ok now, they will be in the end.

Then there are the lovely friends I made through Rping.

My lovely Edlyn who continues to shout and chant words of optimism at me every day like “YOU’RE A GREAT WRITER STEGO! I BELIEVE O 7O” and always reminds me that I am talented and I can make what I want to happen, happen.

And Tori who is someone I can always come to whenever I feel like a bag of garbage. The minute I show signs of needing to vent; they are there telling me to let it all out and I appreciate that so much. Just thank you for existing.

Sidney as well, even though we don’t talk as much it means a lot to me that you have my back. And I’ll have yours. I’m really happy that I know you because you are one cool as heck dude.

Daf, Lisle, Klaus and Sushi are super important to me too just with the ways they will pick me up when I’m sad and can understand that sometimes I can get really unresponsive and cold and that they’ll be my friends regardless of that and I love all them so dearly.

This turned into a mushy mess but I guess this doubles up as a formal apology to my friends? I know I seem to have this unpredictable personality but I’ll always love you guys no matter what kind of situation I’m in.

[leaflens]

xisuu said: shhhhhh, nooooo it’s true…. you’re a sweet salad… best leafy greens ever.

wtf? wtf?? whtas happeniNG WhaT

[meilinnobaka]

Green, Brown, Teal, Blue something like that right? o 7o

GREEN = I think you’re cute.BROWN = I love you.TEAL = We have a lot in common.BLUE = Your blog is my favorite.

Ahhh thank you v much you memelord :’))))

(i am reminded that my blog’s background is still eeyore and has been for 4 years now whoops)

[kirigear]

Premier Ball, Great Ball, Level Ball, Friend Ball, Dream Ball!! o7o9

Premier Ball: What is your favorite Pokemon?Ohhh god. For battling with I'd have to say Ampharos but for the Aesthetic the whole Litwick line because I'm terrible.

Great Ball: What is your favorite Pokemon type?Ghost. Because they are the coolest.

Level Ball: What is your best talent?Kira the SHSL Roleplayer. Or just writing in general, I think. If I weren't at least decent by now with all the time I put into it, I'd have to do a hard reset on my whole life.

Friend Ball: What do you look for most in a friend?Does anyone really seek out friends for being friends with. Similar interests, similar sense of humor, they probably have to spend most of their time on the internet.

Dream Ball: What is your biggest dream?Eventually writing an internationally acclaimed book series that spawns an internationally acclaimed movie series that actually improves upon the books. That or earning a living from eating ice cream and continuing to RP into my golden years. Nothing much changing. ...Well, it wasn't supposed to be realistic.

[marigolds]

I honestly can’t tell the difference between white men

[albicantknight]

;;u;; Also, thanks for designing Mariko's clothes!!!! Sorry if it was troublesome, but I really love the clothes you gave her!!! I couldn't have done better myself. <333 8'D Ahah, and now I really wanna RP with Mariko... *friends flaked out on me* orz also cuz she was the second one to get murdered... And, I felt her death was kinda anti-climactic, dying through an accident set up by my friend's character, SHSL Prankster. It was more emotional on his side, and Mariko was kinda forgotten... orz

Ohhh no problem, no problem! I’m so glad you like them to be honest I really fretted over it! Like, what looks cool and what would a roller skater also wear… I’m just happy you liked it! It wasn’t actually trouble in the least I love fashion and making up outfits so it was my pleasure really teehee—

Ahhhh if you wanna RP with Mariko you could always make a blog for her? A lot of people on tumblr do that, I’m sure you could find many people to RP with her. Or you could find one of those tumblr RP groups for DR OCs? I’m joining my first so you could find one too. I don’t know the feeling but that sounds hella shitty Xi so I feel ya there. Sorry to hear Mariko got forgotten about. Let’s bring her back, yeah? I wanna see more Mariko, too!

[joroakeu]

Ah, concerning your SDR2 MBTI test... I'd like to ask if you could elaborate on Souda, cuz I'm an ENFP myself and I'd like to hear your take on this. uwu Oh but I'm not too sure if you've explained Souda to someone yet and I don't want to have to trouble you about it. :D Anyhow I'd really appreciate it if you did! Thanks for your time, friend! owo/"

no trouble at all! I explained souda here !

I don't expect anyone to sort through two and a half pages of asks to find these so don't worry haha.