#young feitan

[pannacottababy]

When did you get hot?

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A little thing I did while I tried to get into drawing again (doing two Inktobers at once, hopefully you guys will like what I'm working on!)

[feitansluver]

WOAHH ok so those machi hc's were just so in-character ?? I was reading down the list and I was just like 'yup yup, I agree with that, yup' the whole time. you're a really good writer and it shows wow !! may I ask for the same dating hc's but for feitan :D

Author's Note: AHHH! thank you so much, darling. I'm such a perfectionist when it comes to my portrayals of anime characters, so to hear that is a relief. I adore writing for Feitan ahh, I love this request. (that's why this one is so long omg). Keep on the lookout for a Feitan x Reader series starting on here really soon. Anywho, enjoy! Reblogs, hearts, and constructive criticism are always appreciated.

Feitan: General Dating Headcanons

to put it plain and simple: feitan's a bitch. he's not a heartfelt person, and he is SO brutally honest, it's insane. it's a hard to make this man catch feelings, or to even catch feelings for him.

he's so loyal to the troupe, so very loyal to the point he WILL NOT date a troupe member. but he also won't date your average joe.

basically, what i'm getting at is that you have to be from meteor. in fact, that's probably where you two met. meteor city before the troupe was created.

the reason I say this is because feitan is not going to date someone he sees as socially above him. he's also not going to date someone who's more vulnerable than him. now, having a s/o from meteor is a for sure sign in his own mind that they can and will be alright when he's away.

now that I've cleared that up, onto the actual dating headcanons:

In meteor, feitan most likely realized he felt something with you, however, it wasn't really enough to make him stay and/or confess to you in that time before the troupe had left. regardless if you two were friends or not, he left w/o saying anything, that's for sure. he justifies this by saying he doesn't like saying goodbye, but the real reason is he doesn't really enjoy seeing you upset.

Alright, well, Jojo, if we don't get together in meteor, then when do we link?

A day or so after the Kurta Massacre.

Yes, that was many years after the troupe was banded, however this time period is so important for the development of y'all's soon to be relationship. It was during that time that Feitan realized that he really couldn't be away from you. He missed you so much, it was unbearable for him, truly.

He'll never admit this, but he actually went to shalnark several times to try and find you, but would change his mind (and cuss out sir shark) after hearing shal's relentless teasing.

back to what I was saying, it was the day after the massacre, and the troupe had already gone their separate ways. Feitan was walking through that town that was outside of the clan grounds (the one shown for the kurta trials in the phantom rouge movie.), and there he spotted you.

God he couldn't believe how stunning you were. He stood there staring at you, contemplating whether he should actually go up to you or not. Before he could make a decision however, you went and noticed him.

"Feitan... Is that really you?"

After a small confession on his end, (I won't go into too much detail, but basically he kinda just grabbed your wrist firmly and dragged you with him, mumbling a short "I missed you, y/n." as he took you back to his abode.) you two ended up together ta daaaaa!

When you two first started dating, he wasn't super comfortable around you since it was more like that awkward talking phase, but he would listen to everything you had to say and commit everything he deemed useful to memory.

He wouldn't talk too much about himself, only telling you bits and pieces of his troupe work. (yes, you know what he does, he just doesn't go into detail because he prefers to focus on you when home.)

Feitan is okay with cuddling. He's not super against it, but he isn't excited about it. He'll do it with enough begging or if he notices you're upset about something.

On that same note, he's so good about detecting your emotions. I believe this is because he can read body language and facial expressions well, being a master torturer after all.

Good luck with trying to get this man to sleep with you. It's not that he doesn't love you, it's simply just a preference after living in Meteor and trust issues. Either you two have separate beds in the same room, or two rooms connected with a large doorway (w/o the door ofc). He'll cuddle on either the couch or the same bed w you, even watch movies on the same bed, but never sleep on the same bed and that will not change.

His love language is acts of service and quality time.

He's the type of guy to always make you breakfast in bed whenever he's home, simply because he's awake at the crack of dawn. that and he loves you but mainly the dawn thing.

Feitan enjoys watching movies with you, but it's only those really boring documentaries about old art periods and gothic literature, maybe some translated Russian literature as well. However, feitan will sit and watch a movie you'd like to watch as long as you play w/ his hands or hair. He adores the feeling, it relaxes him quite a bit to the point where he will not complain.

He keeps you away from the troupe for a good amount of time, but eventually Phinks and Shalnark will show up at you two's house while he's out for a few hours.

This brings me to my jealousy headcanons for fei. He's SO jealous of anyone who you keep your eyes on for more than a few seconds. He's not insecure at all, he just doesn't like the thought of you being with anyone besides himself.

That's why when he sees Phinks flirting with you since he has no idea you're with Feitan and Shalnark doing the same, knowingly, to get on Feitan's nerves, he kicks them out in two seconds and throws you over his shoulder to spend time together on the couch.

When Feitan's away, he leaves his cowl, to be specific the one with the red wing-like design besides the skull. (he has his other one w/o the red wings so he's okay.) He likes the way you look in it and knows you like it too. It's a token for you to remember him by, since you cannot reach him by phone when he's away. (for your safety.)

Speaking of safety, if you have not learned nen yet, he's teaching you right away. He hates having to explain things w/ the whole language barrier, but he'll do it for you and you only. I'm not kidding, he may seem a bit harsh w the constant working out, but it's for your own good. You need to be able to protect yourself from nen users when he's away.

Speaking of his speech, he hates if you mention it or try and imitate his accent/way of speaking. I'm serious, he may just ignore you for a few days to a week depending on how severe your teasing was. Once you sincerely apologize, he'll spoil you with attention to make up for lost time.

OOO, he'll cook you traditional food that he remembers being made by whomever taught him his first language. if you try to comment on it, he says:

" yes yes… less talk-ing… more eat-ing, s/o. or else i'll… eat for you." (I typed like that so you could imagine his voice, yw:'))

When he's home, he keeps the cowl off after you pester him about it so many times. He actually gets really flustered from compliments, but only his ears turn red, which is under his hair so.

Feitan does not use the phrase "I love you" sparingly, but he always says it before he leaves for a mission, regardless if you're awake to hear it or not.

Contrary to popular belief, he doesn't care that he's short. He doesn't even notice half the time because he's so used to it. He sees it as a combat advantage lol. If you are taller than him, he'll just snicker if you make a /good/ short joke, otherwise he'll just roll his eyes in annoyance.

To wrap this up, Feitan is a great boyfriend. He may have his own stoic ways of doing things, but he makes sure you're aware you're cared for no matter what. He loves you just as much as he cherishes the troupe.

END!

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