#youngsterhammy

[pilferingapples]

@youngsterhammy replied to your post: Just watched the first episode of Locke and Key ...

idk what happened in locke and key but im also afraid of mirrors HAHAH

Well Locke and Key will not make you LESS SCARED XD It's a ringing endorsement of this fear!

[amarguerite]

youngsterhammy replied to your post “pilferingapples replied to your post “The same wedding panic that...”

as a person working in the cosmetics industry i can attest to this :))

does it actually work, do you think, or is it just popular? 

[quitefair]

late im sorry sob, ★ sleeping

YOOO it’s alright im always 100% down to answer any ask meme at any time!

Tashak has always had difficulty sleeping. Her habit of internalising things coupled with the shit that she’s been through mean that she’s often plagued by nightmares, that only seem to get more colourful as the years go on. 

So instead of trying to find out the cause of these nightmares (her not talking through the things that are bothering her), she just stays up. Being a workaholic, she would busy herself until she was too tired to keep her eyes open, which would hopefully lead to a deep, dreamless sleep. 

And it did, it did, until she joined the Inquisition. 

The Anchor and its connection to the Fade only made her nightmares worse. They became more vivid, the voices clearer and words more coherent. She began sleeping even less, and when she did, it would not be fitful. The people around her begin to notice, especially after she encountered the dark future in Redcliffe. 

Cassandra would find her in the training grounds at the crack of dawn, the target at the other end of the field almost giving way under the sheer number of arrows she had fired through them. Bull found her asleep on one of the tavern benches one morning. Dorian would child her for borrowing more and more books from the library because he knew she hadn’t even touched the ones she had taken before. 

At some point, though, she began to open up to them about her nightmares, especially since Cole was very vocal on her behalf. 

(Trembling, trailing hands, skin melted off, muscle turned to ash and bone, shining white bone. They scream and scream but they have no mouths, how are they screaming? Why can I still hear them screaming?)

Once she began to trust her friends with her thoughts, actually began to talk through the fears and dark things that had happened to her, she realised that it was easier to sleep. That the nightmares were not as pervasive. 

Also, sleeping beside Josephine, having somebody there beside her when she jolted awake at night, hands trembling and tears streaming down her face, was a lot better than sleeping alone. 

[quitefair]

youngsterhammy replied to your post “i was having thoughts about the anchor and started thinking about like...”

their companions wOULD OFC OBJECT

can you imagine if you get a [companion disapproves] every time you used it

i would die

[quitefair]

@youngsterhammy TBH I DONT EVEN KNOW

like i mustve not gone through all the options maybe?? i was always a bit rushed when talking to leliana at the beginning because i was gearing towards the main quests, but i MUST HAVE enquired tbh i dont know why haha

[takethewatch]

youngsterhammy replied to your post “social anxiety: asking your best friends what day is best to bring a...”

please keep safe tho!!

thank you, i am doing my best!!  (I dropped off some groceries for them the other day--this was before she was confirmed but we kinda knew--and I kept my mask on and i talked to her husband and kid through the screen door from 6 feet away.)

[seaglassmelody]

youngsterhammy replied to your post: I let BNHA sit too long honestly because trying to...

i jsut wanna say that i hate that about shounen manga HAHAH. it’s repetitive and tiring and bnha is steering towards that. im mostly sticking for the characters ive grown to love immensely. but the plot is just… meh.

Yeah I totally agree with everything you said!! It tries to deconstruct some of the conventional shounen tropes but it doesn’t do it in a way that feels productive anymore? Like things are realistic but to the point that it hinders the story. Izuku can’t develop because he just keeps destroying his body and bodies have to have limits, for example.

And the tone just keeps descending into this super dark sad place that I just find exhausting. In a way it reminds me of HunterxHunter where it’s losing its fun and spunk due to the need to keep raising the stakes.

I love all the kids of 1A but I’d rather see random slice of life comics about them than whatever the plot is :T

[quitefair]

💚 😘 👫 for indra :)

ahhhh thank u !!!

💚Are they prone to jealousy? 

not really? she has some pretty severe self-esteem issues so if anybody were to show affection/attention towards her s/o, she would just be like ‘aw fuck, s/o in question will probaby like them better than me, i mean im so boring and worthless etc etc etc’ and it would just push her into a downward spiral lmao. 

(fenris is good for her in that sense. he’s very vocal about how he cares about her and always constantly affirms it.)

😘Does their demeanor change when in a relationship?

not so much changes, more that it amplifies who she really is. she’s already such a loyal and caring person with her friends, but if you’re in a relationship with her, she will make you her number one priority. she will stand by you no matter what. 

👫Do they display affection in public? What about in private?  

indra’s love languages are words of affirmation (see the first question) and physical touch. she’s very generous with physical intimacy - hands on shoulders, tight hugs, leaning/falling asleep against your shoulder when she’s sleepy or has had a little too much wine. this is the same both out and about and in private, but probably more so in the latter. 

fenris is on the receiving end of a lot of this. she knows he is sensitive to touch because of the markings, but her affection is not unwelcome. she is careful and gentle, conscious always of how he is feeling. 

my muse in a relationship !