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angst/smut and a teeny tiny bit of fluff maybe?
prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8, part 9, part 10
~Jungkook and Rose go out but things don’t go as planned..~
(gif isn’t mine credit to owner)
I was doing the final touches of my outfit. I had dressed up nice since tonight was the night I was going out with Jungkook. I wasn’t really sure if it was a date, but whatever it was I was hoping to spend some quality time with him for the first time in months. These last days had been such an emotional roller coaster and I didn’t quite know what was going on but I didn’t care, tonight I would be with him and that’s all that counted. At 7pm the doorbell rang. I went to open the door and found Jungkook there. He was looking absolutely gorgeous, his tight suit let me guess the outline of his body quite clearly and the small smile traced on his face made me melt inside. I tried not to show how much he affected me, but I was finding it quite hard since all I wanted to do was to grab his face and kiss him. To turn his attention towards something else than my blushing face I questioned:
“Why didn’t you just come in? You have the key don’t you?”
Right then he became a blushing stuttering mess.
“Yeah, uh,…. yeah I have the key but I.. you know…” he would mumble until he finally said
“I lost it! Yup I lost it that’s what happened so I had to ring the doorbell you know, ..since I lost it.”
It was clear that he was lying and was embarrassed that he rung the doorbell instead of coming in. For some reason, I felt like ever since what had happened he was being more awkward around me. I couldn’t fully understand why, I mean it was bound to be a bit tense but the fact that it was to this extent was a bit confusing.
We took the taxi and arrived at the dinner party. There were people everywhere, and they all looked richer than one another. Idols were all over the place. I was anxious and felt out of place at the sight of the luxurious hall and beautiful rich people walking all around. Everything was breathtaking. Their outfits were outstandingly gorgeous, the men had nice costumes made out of the finest fabric, everything seemed so smooth and soft. The range of colors I could see in one some place was incredible. An old lady had the bluest eyes her wrinkles made them look small but they traced all the happiness from her past and only made her more beautiful. Her bright red furr coat made them remarkable and any end of the room. In the corner sat down a man who was already drinking as he chatted with some other people. His stare could pierce through anyone, and his black suit and sleek hair could have made him a scary person but as soon as I caught a glimpse of his dimples and cute smile he became a completely different person. He reminded me of the one guy me and Jungkook had met at a party once. He and I had the most awkward chat with the strange but nice man. We had laughed so much that night. I found myself lost in my thoughts for a while, I wished our friendship would be the same as before. The sparkling jewelry and sequins made the room shine, the sparkles of gold and silver only enhanced the luxurious atmosphere. One woman had her dress covered with green sequins and looked as if someone had emptied a tub of glitter on her, the thought of that made me smile a second as I forgot where I was. It looked like there was no end to the amount of tables in the hall, every single one of them was covered in pink and white flowers, and the cloths bright white. As I was contemplating the scene I felt a shy hand creep into mine and hold it tight. I looked up, it was Jungkook. He didn’t even look at me as he did this but the simple act of him holding my hand made my heart flutter.
Jungkook smiled and greeted random people with hand shakes. Saying stuff like “It was a pleasure seeing you again” or “Good evening sir”, I had never seen him act such a way. He looked all grown up, and was acting like an adult which surprised me more than a bit. After greeting two other people whose names I didn’t catch he looked down at me with a smile and whispered with a small laugh in my ears “I actually hate these people.”. I laughed a bit, but I felt sorry that he had to pretend to like them. Someone stared at us and started walking our way and when he got close he flashed the biggest grin I had ever seen. He was quite short but the charm he had was undeniably attractive. When Jungkook saw him, he let go of my hand. I wished he would have held it longer and already missed the warmth of his hand. He hugged Jungkook,
“Yah Kookie I wasn’t expecting you to be here!” he exclaimed.
“Jimin, it’s been a while!” Jungkook laughed as he hugged him back.
“Who is this, Kookie?” he asked when realizing I was there.
“Oh, she’s Rose.”
“OOOHHHHH SO YOU’RE ROSE!” he squealed
Jungkook seemed flustered by his reaction and his cheeks went pink.
“You know he used to talk about you a lot?”
I didn’t quite know what to answer.
“Um…I..” I started to stutter but Jimin cut me off.
“Awwww she’s adorable Kookie you did well!”
“Shut up hyung, you’re making her uncomfortable;”
He stopped but a massive grin was traced on his face.
“See you later.” and he left after whispering something in Jungkook’s ear with a teasing smile, but Jungkook hardly laughed.
When he turned back to me his face had gone blank, I couldn’t read any emotions on him. I was confused once again. I never knew what he was thinking, and couldn’t handle his sudden changes of attitude. He didn’t say anything and led me to our table. I sat down, and he told me to wait for him there. I didn’t even have the time to ask him where he was going that he had already left. There I was, alone sat at this big table. I waited while sipping at my drink, and looked at all the smiling wealthy people chatting with each other. I clearly wasn’t part of this world. I heard someone sitting down at my table, I turned around to see who it was. As I turned around my gaze fell upon Yugyeom. I knew he was part of his family business, and from what I heard it was a big company and one day he would have to take the head of it. I was still surprised seeing him, I didn’t know what the company did but it surprised me that it would have anything to do with the music industry.
He was staring at me, and looked bewildered by my presence. I wish I could have hid at that moment, but there was no escaping. He was going to sit at our table all night. How would I explain why I’m with Jungkook here. The silence between us was unbarable.His gaze was insistent and it seemed like time had froze, it was to who would break the silence first. Thankfully it was Yugyeom,
“What are you doing here?”
“I might as well ask you the same question?” I backfired, a bit too aggressively.
“My father sent me. Your turn to answer.”
I started to panic, I couldn’t tell him that I came here with Jungkook it would break his heart. I was stupid accepting his invitation in the first place, he had done me so much harm, but I let my feelings for him take over once again. Plus, I wasn’t expecting to see anyone I knew here. As I stayed there stuttering and thinking about what to say Jungkook arrived and sat down by me while whispering in my ear,
“I’m back babe.”
I couldn’t believe what I had just heard. He had just called me babe. I didn’t understand why he just called me that, it had to be a mistake. I was probably hearing things. As he sat down he glared at Yugyeom whose he had seen Jungkook his face discomposed, he looked at me in disbelief. I couldn’t stand his insistent stare so I looked down ashamed that I disappointed him this much.
Other people sat down at the table and the atmosphere lightened up a little but I could still feel Yugyeoms piercing stare. One of the people sitting at our table was Jimin. I was happy he was here, he seemed to notice the tension between us three and tried to lighten the mood at his best. I soon forgot about Jungkook and Yugyeom and just talked with smiling Jimin. The night was going on well as I didn’t talk to either Jungkook or Yugyeom. Jimin was really nice we talked about how boring some rich people we had talked to were, and laughed when one of them caught us in the middle of a not so polite conversation about them. He told me that he and Jungkook were part of the same group, and it is true that I remember his name from somewhere. But honestly I wasn’t very into music and Jungkook barely talked about his work with me. The only things he would tell me was how tiring it was, he seemed to enjoy it though. I often caught him singing and dancing preparing for comeback.
Later on people were being called up and doing speeches on a small stage at the end of the room. I didn’t understand why the speeches were necessary it seemed like they were all saying the same thing. Still, I pretended to listen just to be polite. Then Jungkook was called to talk. When he left Yugyeom rushed over to his seat beside me.
“Rose, we have to talk.”
“About what?” I asked.
In fact I had guessed what he meant. He wanted to talk about me being here with Jungkook. It was dark in the room but the dim lights only made his features more intense and his worried look was more than noticeable. I feigned ignorance hoping that he would leave me alone, but that wasn’t how things worked.
“What are you doing with Jungkook?”
“He asked me to come.”
We were whispering to each other and people were staring at us with disapproving looks.
“Why did you accept? Did he force you? You shouldn’t be with him, not after what he’s done.”
“Listen Yugyeom, I appreciate what you’re doing but this is none of your concern.”
He looked hurt. But I just told him what I thought. He shouldn’t be messing with my life, I was a grown woman, I knew what I was doing. Or at least that was the lie I was telling myself.
“Please listen he isn’t a good person. He isn’t the Jungkook he used to be.”
“I know.”
I turned my head to the stage where Jungkook was doing his speech, to signal that the conversation was over but he wasn’t having it that way. He took my head and turned it towards his. At this point the people glancing at us, were clearly unhappy about our behavior. He ran his cold thumb on my cheek,
“Rose. I love you. Please don’t let him hurt you.”
I just stared blankly at him. He loved me, he had already sent the message in the coffee shop when he had kissed me, but I was hoping I had misunderstood. It could have been simple attraction but no he loved me, I felt horrible even if I wanted to I couldn’t return his feelings simply because I loved another. It was all my fault, I shouldn’t have held his hopes so high, I shouldn’t have let him kiss me. I knew it was stupid of me to hold on to the hope that someday Jungkook would love me back but I simply couldn’t help it. Yugyeom was right, he was only hurting me, but I couldn’t let go of these feelings.
“I”m sorry…” I whispered.
Just then a figure appeared next to us. Jungkook. He clearly wasn’t happy about us two talking to each other.
“Get out of my seat.” he snapped.
He did. I felt like they were ready to have a fight, in fact they probably would have if we weren’t in a room filled with important people. Instead, they just glared at each other. As he sat down, he set his hand on my thigh, and my heart skipped a beat. He muttered into my ear,
“Stop talking to him, you’re mine.”
I was stunned by what he said. Jungkook would never have said something like that, he had always been a blushing stuttering mess. Right now, he seemed nothing like that, he looked unfazed by his daring actions, and I was lost. His hand was still laid on my thigh and without warning he started to move it up and down smoothly. My mind was all over the place and heat was growing in my pit. As I tried to calm myself down, I felt his hand slide swiftly under my skirt. His fingers pressed against my core and I could see a smirk appear on his face when he felt how I wet I already was. He slowly pushed my underwear aside and slid his hand through my folds and I gasped lightly at his touch. I pulled myself together we were at a dinner party and I couldn’t give away what was going on. I tried to push his hand away discreetly but he persisted and didn’t leave my inner thighs, I didn’t resist much because the feeling was too good. The speeches were over and the meal continued, Jungkook kept on talking with some businessman with a broad smile spread across his face as I was there trying hard to concentrate on what Jimin was saying. All I could focus on was on my wettening core and Jungkook’s smooth fingers gliding up and down my folds at a regular pace. Suddenly his thumb reached my clit and start rubbing hard in a circular movement, surprised I jerked slightly electricity crossing by body and again I could see the satisfaction in Jungkooks eyes as he sent a glance across the table to someone. I didn’t know to whom and didn’t really care. Jimin who I was chatting to seemed a little startled by my reaction, flustered I just pretended that there had been a bug or something, he didn’t seem to believe me and I felt ridiculous. Jungkook was just teasing me on purpose, but then I realized that two can play this game. Slowly I put my hand on his thigh, and let my fingers brush his leg soflty. The look of shock that he had when he felt my hand creep on his thigh made me the most satisfied that I had been in a long time. Happy about my successful attempt at unsettling him it only encouraged me to go further. My hand got closer and closer to his crotch as I could feel him get uncomfortable by side. Nobody seemed to see what was going on under the table. The idea of breaking rules and crossing boundaries turned me on. The taste of the forbidden somehow made everything more exciting. My hand was now caressing his thigh and crotch and I could see his muscles tense up every time I would hover over his dick. On the other hand his touch was getting more and more intense and the heat in the bottom of my stomach was becoming unbearable. Even so I couldn’t let him win so I resisted the urge taking over me. As we continued caressing each other he leaned to me and murmured with a hoarse voice “Well well you sure are needy baby.”. Just by those few words and hot breath against my skin I felt a flood of my waters appear between my legs. With that I fully grabbed his crotch and I already felt his almost hard erection, and I smiled at how needy he was too. I started massaging his dick slowly and I could feel every inch of it through his trousers, the tent became more than visible. He and I continued the torture none of us wanting to give up and I was going mad all I wanted was to feel at least some sort of satisfaction as my walls continuously clenched around nothing. I needed some relief, so to make him lose it I leaned in by his ear and bit it softly while nobody was looking, and he grunted in response. From time to time I could see him send looks across the table I would wonder why but soon forget about it as my attention went back to the warmth growing in my stomach. The sexual tension was more than real and I worried that someone might hear the sound of my juices being stirred up by Jungkooks fingers. Then he suddenly started shoving his fingers inside of me, and I gasped loudly. I couldn’t believe this was happening, if he continued like that I would have my release in a room full of people and that wasn’t something I wanted to happen. When I looked around to see if anyone had noticed nobody seemed to since their attention as drawn by some random people singing. I was relieved no one heard my loud sigh apart from Jungkook whose smug smile grew, but then my eyes met Yugyeom’s.
He knew. The look on his face crushed me. I then realized how wrong all of this was. Here I was being fingered by the man who had caused me so much trouble at a table full of important people. Not only rich idols and businessmen, most importantly I was doing it right in front of the one who had comforted me through my troubles and who had just told me he loved me. Then it hit me. The one Jungkook had kept sending looks at was Yugyeom. I felt horrible. I got up abruptly and left the table. I needed to pull myself together. This whole time Jungkook was using my weakness to hurt Yugyeom. The shock of knowing he would do such a thing and that I had let him started to drown me in all the emotions and thoughts crashing down on me. I felt dizzy. My hand left Jungkook’s boner and sipped a glass of water trying to calm myself down. He sensed something was wrong and he stopped moving his fingers in my slit.
“What’s wrong ?“
“I can’t believe you Jungkook.”
I stood up abruptly under the disapproving stares and whispers of a few people, but at this point I clearly didn’t give a fuck. As I started leaving I could hear footsteps approach me, I was expecting it to be Jungkook and I just walked faster.
“Rose!”
It wasn’t Jungkook, when I turned around I saw Jimin.
“What’s the matter?” he asked.
He was concerned I could tell by the look on his face but I couldn’t answer that. If I were to answer honestly I would have to mention Jungkook’s fingers lurking in my underwear. Instead, I just lied
“I feel sick.” I answered bluntly.
“Oh I’m sorry.”
I didn’t want to talk not after what I had just found out.
“I’m leaving now goodbye.”
I turned around but before I could leave he grabbed my wrist and whispered by my ear with his deep but yet sweet voice
“You should know .. you mean a lot to him.” and then he left.
