#yzuko

[yoshiizuko]

I’m really about to run all my money on TR merchandise. Like the urge hits me every week, where i had to fight for my life to not spend money. It’s not even the end of the month. I need money for food. Am i the only one like this? 😭😭😭

[yoshiizuko]

Y'all can't tell me that, no matter the timeline, Mitsuya doesn’t wake up in cold sweat in the middle of the night because he just KNOWS one of the idiots is in trouble. Bro's got superpower at this point. He's the mother hen of Toman. And almost all the time, I think Takemichi is subjected to Mitsuya's Disappointed Stare. Like nobody is spared from his disapproval over their stupid shenanigans but I believe Takemichi's the one who actually feel bad about it. The rest of them are used to it. Mikey would probably smile like a dumbass whenever Mitsuya is scolding him. And promptly try to act tough and order Mitsuya around for "disrespecting the commander". He's a whole 5 year old. Nobody can change my mind.

[yoshiizuko]

So i was away for a while. Last weeks updates were something else. ON TOP OF THE LATEST ANIME EPISODE. It was a double homocide. Imagine that. The episode completely wrecked me. And then I couldn’t even be on tiktok to recover because these bitches be making depressing ass Satosugu edits. It was bad before and it’s worse now. Now we have satosugu voices during their kfc breakup. Shit yknow what, maybe i need more time to recover. I’m tearing up as i type this. Catch y’all later. Stay safe and stay hydrated. We about to cry more in the upcoming episodes. We would definitely need it. Peace out.

[yoshiizuko]

Okay so this has been bugging me. Honestly I completely forgot about it until today where I suddenly remembered about it while watching a tiktok video of a creator that was saying how embarrazzing it is that she made a “theory” video about Hanma being a possible timeleaper prior to everything was revealed. That made me think about how embarrassing it actually is bcs some of yall were really selling this with Sanzu being one of them and bloody Takeomi being another one. Solely because the bastard went missing after 3 Deities Arc. Nothing special. And while Shinichiro was not a running candidate during those time where we only know there’s a second timeleaper but don’t know who, do all of you remember the cunt that made a wholeass theory about how Shin was a child abusing pervert who inevitably took advantage of Mikey AND Izana? Bcs I do. And where is the fucking apology?

Like even when nothing was clear due to lack of information about Shinichiro, this was way out of line. I remember being absolutely disgusted and nauseated bcs wtf was that. That man is a brother to both of them AND a little sister. Even if he wasn’t, why would you write that? What goes on in your sick mind? And I’m heavily against any and all sexual abuse in fiction bcs it’s not necessary to move the plot forward. It’s extremely dehumanising. And to say that about a character that we have been reminded, is a loving brother and an overall nice person, time and time again is sickening.

So now i really want to know who this person is and whether they made an apology. Like alright it was a fictional character but the fact that you could stomach such a thought without any care. AND post it on social media for everybody else in the community to see is absolutely unacceptable. Hope all your shoes never fucking fits you ever. I hope you moved on from TR ‘cause i don’t want to see any of that ever again

[yoshiizuko]

“Zuko’s never beating them fruity allegations lmao”

Man, fuck you and your allegations. I don’t like to be perceived on the internet nor in real life 😭😭😭

[yoshiizuko]

Sobbing my heart out rn because someone decided it would be funny to post chapter 199 with memories x another love remix in the back. Like i saw that “To me Sano Manjiro” and my eyes started watering. They were just kids. I think I’m gonna get sick by tomorrow at this rate.

[yoshiizuko]

Life’s no longer depressing. The day is beautiful (it’s 2 in the morning). And Izana got animated. What more can a person ask in life, honestly. I saw the episode preview and i was out. I couldn’t even look at my phone screen because i was that overwhelmed with joy that my babygirl has finally been animated. So what if he’s a little unhinged? So am i. He has mommy issues it’s normal. I’m finally going to see my little baby go absolutely insane on screen. And his voice. I will get to hear his voice. More things to fall in love for. It just keeps getting better (if one ignores the canonical plotline).

People might say that I’m down bad horrendously for this man. But I only do what any person would for the love of their lives. They’re the significant other. They’re supposed to be significant in your life. Someone (me) once said “Be shameless about things you love”. Him being fictional (debatable) or me being absolutely delusional (actual truth) has nothing to do with the fact that I am irrevocably in love with this man. They say brain can’t tell the difference between a fictional person and an actual one. So I’m in love and it’s not in my hand. Okay? (I’m pretty sure i had a solid point for writing this post but now it’s up in the air)

With that being said, have a good night everyone. It WILL be a good day tomorrow. There’s no other way. You better not let anyone ruin your day. Just say “your mom” if anyone tries you. Even if it’s your mom trying you.

[yoshiizuko]

It’s been awhile but I’m here to tell that, it’s okay to have one those days. It’s okay to be confused about what you’re doing or have no clue what you’re doing with life.

It’s been a rough several weeks, i have to say. It feels like everyone is just moving on with their life and I’m stuck in the same place because I physically can’t bring myself to do anything. I’m being haunted by the thoughts that I will never amount to anything, that I’m not anything special to someone or worth being so excited for. It’s frustrating and I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m wasting my life away. But if it’s not what I’m currently doing, then what else am I supposed to do?

I understood the thought process of “you have to at least have a degree to land a secure job that funds a comfortable life” but the mere thought of going through college sickens me. On the other hand I feel like an illiterate for not doing anything academic in awhile. I’m just living my life like a hermit crab and that terrifies me. But hey, that’s how it is when you’re juggling with mental illness.

And to whom ever reading this, I hope you know it gets better. Even if it feels like it’s getting worse. One day we will be living the soft life, without having to worry about things. I wish that for everyone. Have a good night.

Till then,

Zuko.