#zaftig talks

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Sorry for the political stuff right now, but My god I'm numb.

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Tagged by @princetkilljoy Thank you bb <3<3

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 relationship status: Poly relationship with two cute boys~ favorite color: GREEN pets: Two kitties wake up: 10ish in the morning (if I manage to sleep through the night) coke or pepsi: Pepsi day or night: Night text or call: Both? Idk text. chapstick or lipstick: Lipstick city or county: City last song I listened to: “Lions For Us All” by The Wet Darlings Tagging ABSOLUTELY ANYONE I LOVE MY FRIENDS HOLY SHIT. (also @cherry-jacks @deadalmond @pinkeye-the-hellhound @kleinepfoten @fade-noctem <u<)

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I’ve been using Twitter like... a lot lately, so if ya’ll want my twitter, just message me. <3

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GUESS WHAT BITCH JUST GOT HER DIPLOMA IN THE MAIL

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I hate feeling like people around me would rather be doing anything else other than be in my presence. I feel like I’m filling up space until something better comes along, because there is always something better.

I hate feeling this boring and disposable.

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I just love it when my anxiety has robbed me of restful sleep for so long that as soon as I wake, I feel a mixture of nauseous and body-floaty-nonsense that doesn’t right itself.

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Thank you to everyone who said something.

I’m feeling a little bit better now and I appreciate all the words people had to say. I feel comforted, and I’m happy you took time out of your day to talk to me. Really, that means a lot.

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My boyfriends are leaving me alone by leaving the house and I can’t ask them not to.

I don’t have the energy to tell them it’s not a good idea. I’m just silent.