#zahiro

[noctemq]

small water baby ;; does this count for mermay lol?

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Their name is Zahiro!! a very happy fish that loves to socialize and explore 🐟 They also wear their heart on their shoulder lol

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toyhouse icons for my boys!!

[daudsanjari]

#mohabbat chehro aur #awazo se thodi k8 jati hai__ Mohabbat to #rooh se ki jati hai___ #dil se ki jati hai, insaan se ki jati hai__ Us ki khoobiyo se ki jati hai___ #mohabbat #zahiro cheezo se nhi ki jati hai__ Kyuki ye hamesa rahne wali cheeze nhi hai__ Ye to kabhi kisi bhi waqt sath chod jati hai___ #daudsanjari (at Lucknow-The City of Nawabs)

[lilyhummingbird]

Traitors and Fear

Dear Diary, It started off as the best day ever. My parents said it was okay for me to travel. I get to go to Winterspring with Master Za'hiro! I get to see snow and so much I've never experienced but only read about. I cannot help but excited even as I write this down into these pages! I have much to shop for to make sure I stay warm. Guess saving up my gold like I have been has paid off. Though, it didn't stay so happy. I sat with Roldien and was talking with him in the Gardens of the city when we heard the comms go off and that man's voice over the comm. He froze up. He got so scared and while I feared for Sedore's safety I knew he'd be alright with Mister Ty and Uncle Nightengale going to take care of him. So I tried to calm him down. Told him he was safe with me, though that is a lie. I can barely protect myself let alone someone else. But he has my pendent right? So he'll be safe. But no matter what I couldn't get the fear out of him. I asked him if that is how it always is. If he's going to freeze up every time the man is mentioned, seen, or heard. He said it is different face to face. I've seen that man, he is very narrow viewed. But then I asked him what would happen if he tried to grab me again and he wasn't there? What if he heard it over the comm? Was he going to freeze? I do wonder how it happened before. He was there, I remember that. But did they have to pull him along with them? He didn't know the answer and I could only feel sad. Once he told me he would be my strength but his fear is going to drive him from being so. I went to ask Sedore about what Zephyr had said. That he called him a traitor. Miss Seri was torturing the man since he would not cooperate with the healing. He said it was because he was once friends with Zephyr. How could he be? He sounded like Xorin and I'm not sure what to think. How can you be friends with someone who attacks those he knows are close to you? Who you associate with? Where is the care in that? He cannot have an excuse like my Uncle Xin'thalore. He's just simply insane. I don't know what to think. I'm just confused... Lily

[girlwhorpsalot]

Implications

With everything that happens people need to learn there is a reaction to what they do. Not just to themselves but to those around them. Often, it is negative. I spoke with Sedore today, he regretted his actions. He needs to listen to his comm more often to realize that things are not always so happy and pretty in this world. And particularly not in this company. Keeping these boys in line is a difficult task to uphold. He promised me he would kill him. The determination set on his features was enough for me to forgive his actions. I also spoke with Za'hiro. The implications of him leaving his sister with pirates was not as bad as I had originally thought. It was her own choice. So now, him and my daughter will be going to Winterspring next week for her studies. It was easy to let her go to Winterspring. Kol'turu lives there and it will be safe.

[lilyhummingbird]

Friends and Learning

Dear Diary, Minn'da and Ann'da took me to the side today and discussed with me traveling with Master Za'hiro. I couldn't believe my ears. They were considering letting me travel to make my learning even more well versed! But first they had to talk with Mother to see what she thought before they made their final decision. But now I've got so much to look forward to! After I recover of course. I spent most of the day outside by the fountain putting notes in my spellbook. Roldien came and found me and sat down with me, relaxing as well since he was recovering from far worse of an injury than I was. Every so often I could see him wince with his movements. My book intrigued him of course, it honestly didn't surprise me. Books just seem to intrigue him. So when the text would come to the surface and then disappear? He seemed quite amazed and I couldn't help but feel happy for it. We talked about magic and runes, more me talking and him listening. I want to teach him so he can be a better Spellbreaker, like Minn'da. I know that he can do it, I can sense that his flow is made for it and he just didn't understand it. So after dinner I brought him a book on basic runes and he accepted it quite willingly. As we sat there more and more people showed up. First was Aedari and she seemed tired, more just happy to be around people. She was quick to aid in whatever conversation we were in at the time. Master Za'hiro showed up and we were about to start talking about traveling before Cadmus showed up and put a rock in our conversation. He was just so... mean. He eventually went away and we talked about places in Kallimdor. Winterspring, Stonetalon, Un'goro... all were spoken about and each place sounds so amazing! They told me about Devilsaurs and then Xorin showed up. I smiled at him, I felt I needed to. He's been so lost and I wish I could make it better. But I know I can't. So many time people have tried to help him but it just hasn't happened. And then Z showed up and he seemed to be his usual self. He hugged Xorin and he would just be patted in comfort. In the end he came to sit with me. We continued to talk and it turned to relationships. By this time Za'hiro had left and Xorin picked up his stuff and left as well, continuing to tease Z about him dating Nixy. I still find that strange. And I let them know I'm not allowed to date. And then something was pointed out that I didn't even notice. Z had pointed it out and I looked down to see that Roldien was holding my hand. It felt, comforting from when he had put his arms around me earlier when I had gotten upset. I did draw back and we continued to talk. Z ended up going to the Inn and going to bed and Aedari did as well. And as always it was left with just myself and Roldien. He was acting a little odd and his eyes were a little fuzzy. I gave him a good night hug and told him to read his book so we could discuss it later. And then I was home. It was a nice day, it really was. No worries, very little anger. Why can't days be like that more often? Lily